Welcome 2011

Another year has come to an end.

As every year this year also did bring many moments which would be unforgettable for a lifetime.

Meeting new people sharing space with them..spending  time.

Wishing people on their birthdays..being wished on yours

Finding a friend you always wanted in your life.

Sharing the deepest secrets that you thought you'll never let out.

Being strong and a bit rude to someone you never wanted to be.

Getting confused about love...and singing "yeah kya hei jo tere mere darmeyaan hei" :P

Receiving lots of appreciation...

Being a helping hand to many

And lots more happened this year........

Memorable indeed...and am sure it no other yr can replace the good and damage done by 2010 Gonna miss you 2010 anyhow :P

Wishing you all a happy and prosperous year ahead..

Happy New Year

It's Christmas ....

Here's wishing you the true spirit and all the joys of the season. Wish you and your family a Merry Christmas!!

Happy Birthday Maa!

Anybody who knows me 'well' would be actually surprised to see a birthday post dedicated to my Maa.

That's because no one actually apart from my mom herself knows how strange a relationship we share.

At school ... at college and now even on blogs and social networking sites I keep talking about my dad and I am sure many of my offline as well as online friends are fed up of seeing/hearing me write and talk about my dad. Its well accepted for a gal to be more influenced by her dad than her mom.

If I say that my mom influences me more than dad then that would be wrong. My mom influences me differently would be the correct way to say it.

Back to my school days....It was mom who always did the small things for me. No am not talking about packing me the lunch or getting me ready for school. She taught me. She used to run after me to make me learn those lengthy lessons.

I remember my mum n my grand mum stitching the borders of a Saree with blue cloth for a fancy dress competition in which I'd become Mother Teresa. Back in 2001.

I remember those several speech competitions for which she sat with me to help me learn it to get those priceless prize mementos lying in the shelf . 

Those notebooks that she covered for me in the beginning of every session.

It's not just about the school days.

It's about so much she's done for me...

It's about every hot coffee/tea she brought me when I got a head ache and other aches.

It's about the lot of work she does so that I can study peacefully.

My mom has never been a pampering mom. I've always fought with her for this. But It's just in these few years that I've realized why she's not been so.

I've never heard my mom praising me in front of others.

I've even thought she doesn't love me.

But it's just now that I realize that she's extremely possessive about me even more than my dad.

Dad once told me that whenever I am not at home My mom has no other topic to discuss apart from me.

It's quite strange that she loves me so much and shows only a tenth of it :P

I've impressed many people in my life.

Many people in my life who I thought can never ever compliment me on a thing have done so.

My mom too has...

But I know the day she tells me that I've done something well I guess that day I'd consider myself really worth it.

My relationship with my mom is something like "TOM and JERRY". We fight ..argue..disagree...say whatever comes to out mouths but then can't live without each other too.

She's one very confident...bubbly...funny...beautiful...extrovert ...yet homely woman.

Couldn't get a better mom on this Earth.

Happy Birthday Mummy....(that's what I call her)

!!!!

Somethings can hurt you for a lifetime!!

Love me....

He:Pamper me....

wrap me in your arms....

protect me....

love me...
complete me...

She: hold me ...close...

understand me...

with me ...be..

touch......my soul ...me...

love me...

complete me...

A marriage proposal at 19 :P

Life is a bit surprising ain't it?
13th Nov 2010 kindaa ordinary day....(I thought)
The alarm went off at 6:00 am and I somehow managed to take my head outaa the cosy quilt just to SMS my java sir that I won't be attending the tuition today.(LAZY SLEEPY PEOPLE) ;)

Pulled myself back in and slept off.
At about 8:00 am the land line phone rang...
No one was around so I had to again somehow manage to get up and I did.

hello hello hello...... no reply... I put the receiver down and went back to bed.

The phone rang again...

This time mom picked up...
It was one our old neighbours from Jaipur.
Uncle: Was that your daughter who attended the phone before?
Mom: yes. Who's this?
U: This is V from Jaipur. I just wanted her to talk more thats why I ddn't reply. She's got a sweet voice.
Mom: Ohhh.. how are you ? Hows everyone at home?
U: Everyone is fine. So how old is she?
Mom: She's 19.
U: what's she studying?
Mom: she's doing he BCA final year.
U: So what's her height?
Mom: I think it is 5.3. But why so much of detailed inquiry?
U: Well our J's son is 25 and they are looking  for a girl for him.
Mom: ohh okay..(in a dull tone) :P
U: Can you send her foto via mail this is my id.---------@ymail.com
Mom: Well I'll ask Denzil and Priya about it and then would inform you because she's still studying and has not yet completed her graduation even.Lets see..
U: ok then do send the foto ok.
my mum was too polite wasn't she? :P


The guy is none other than someone I've played with when I was a kid. Langotiyaa yaar :P:P


But it's quite interesting to get marriage proposals at the age of 19 :P

am glad that my parents took it in the right way and are gonna say a no next tym the call comes.

Above all....I nevaaa evaa thought this would happen to me one "fine" morning of November.

and am sure my frnds are gonna remind me of this till the end of my life ..the marriage proposal that actually got me shocked...

come on I don't wanna get married like this.. To someone with a good job and looks....

I know I dun need anyone else to find him I guess i got that capability to find him for myself  :P

at the end of it...STILL  the guys is an investment banker (cool job ha? :P) I guess looks good too :P
I sacrifice him ;)
AMEN!!

Immaturity is Bliss!!

You grow up listening to things like "it's just the infants and the kids who've got innocence...and we've lost it".
I myself had written some lines titled "lost childhood" long back. Whenever people around told me to be mature, responsible, "you're no more a kid" and many more such things I used to argue for hours. Well I always believed and said that being mature was like losing the innocence, the purity and all and all. Or may be it was just to shut the mouths of those who didn't like my "immature " ways.

When you know a person very closely...and start excusing their mistakes you find then being wanting to be free....free from the bondage of "maturity". Haven't you ever felt that someone close to you who you think is very mature, responsible...is actually bound by the pressures of the society? Many of their  actions are because they're very much bothered about what others will think.

There's this friend of mine who I think is very mature and never says anything stupid in front of others or makes a fool out of herself. What I actually noticed is that she can't take criticism at all so she tries to do the best in every field...ain't this slavery actually?

Are you scared? Are you a slave of appreciation?
Mistakes are something only courageous people can do. I guess so.
Immaturity is bliss!
Don't be scared to tell the world that the way you approach the world is your way the best WaY!!!

silsilon ka afsana banaa jaoge...

Holding onto your hands in fear  is consolation..

Thinking of you in solitude is pleasure...

watching you watching me ....bliss...

Seeing you in tears in heart piercing...
I disguise....
but I cry...



The you; in you I admire...
The you in me I love...

yea jo dor si bandhi hui hei humare tumhare beech
na jane kab toot jaaye..
yea jo tumhe na paakar bhi paaya hei...
ab gham nahi hota
ke kho denge tumhe hum...
jaante hein, zindagi khoobsurat banaa jaoge...
silsilon ka afsana banaa jaoge...

Sometimes in life.

Sometimes all your inhibitions n insecurities are just the immense pride in you (the inability to accept mistakes).

Life is (beautiful) like that part 16

Life is all about valuing people who realize our worth from the time they met us..rather than waiting for people who would one day know that we were special!

"My cousin touched me there"

For the first time when she came in I knew she is going to be one of my best pals. she was bubbly, chirpy sociable and a caring human being. She was I felt my true copy. But what I felt wasn't true and I'd never known that trait of hers which never matched mine.

She never liked to talk or be familiar to the opposite sex. I found this irritating but I just used to remember all her other traits which brought her close to me and she became one of the closest beings to me on this Earth.

As she and I had got very close in friendship that we began sharing secrets which we never thought  we would tell any one ever.

Then one day as we were alone in my room I asked her why she was so unfamiliar and irritated with boys. I felt I had opened up some wound of hers. She broke down. And amidst of all this she just let out the words......

"my cousin touched me there"

I was taken aback. I was wrong to be claiming that I understood her. I was wrong.

Ps:) This is not a piece of fiction its the cruel and crude truth my dear friend went through.
pps:) posting it the third time (previously posted on Jagruti and one of my personal blogs)

Moved on!!

He I am happy that I've moved on...

She: I am happy that I'm still there...

Illusion!!

I wonder...why it was so beautiful...
Your aura...
Mysterious connection...
LOVE??
LuSt?
or beyond?
or something superficially deep?

or the end!

Aa gaye hum kahaan se kahaan....
Dekhe mudke yea dil ka kaarwaan...
kaise aayi hein aisi dooriyaan....



Illusion!

Life isn't (beautiful) like that part 1

You keep laughing, joking, forgiving and understanding and people forget you've got emotions too!

I know you feel me...

I know I held your hand in the rain...
I know I kissed your forehead while you were asleep...
I knew you were mine...
I knew...I was yours...



I know I puked blood...

I know you look up to the skies....
I know you feel me....

Lost you to Love!

I loved those canteen sessions with you.
I loved it when you teased me.
I loved it when we shared class notes n studied together 4 hours

but then today you let out those.. three magical words...

Yes, I love you but as a friend..
Yes, I care 4 u but as a friend..

Could we be the same way all over again?


Or I've lost u to LOVE???

I often thought friendship was as beautiful as love...is it? is it not?

Life is (beautiful) like that part 15

Your lust for someone could be a momentary lapse...but love never could be!
Love is forever....lust never could be...

And life gave me lemons!

Late night my phone rang.. and t'was one of my classmates....I dun usually pick up calls late night but I just happened to pick his call...

"heyy are you upset"
no why? what happened?
"result is declared yaar"
did u check mine?
"yeahh u got less yaar oly 72%"


I juss cut off the call I cudn't spk up...tears welled up...I went to dad who was online..and told him to chk my result...
I found that I'd not only got less marks from my last yr's record but also from many of my other classmates and also no rank in the branch...

and I cried...
I nevaa expected this...I dunno who the hell checked my papers...I guess he doesn't understand cursive

Just becos I ddn't fill up more pages and wrote point to point answers I got such low marks..

What the hell...these gals who told me tey'd fail hav nw got abt 80% they copied from me am sure.

all my frnds will fool me :( my teachers wud not value me nw :(

I want re checking.. am gonna sue the university....damn what a stupid university am I in...

Dad : SToppppppppppp that ! stop criticizing...
stop criticizing...stop doing that....face it...something gives u pain face it...bear with it...dun blame anybody else...it's just u responsible for ur marks...no one else none at all....

~Daddy but i just cn't get such low marks I just cn't i did so bloody well I ws expecting to top...
Ok i ddn't work much bt i do understand things...

dad: Intelligence is overrated....stop being over confident abt it....and giving it too much importance... PERSISTENCE is the word! one last yr of collg....try that...

n thank God for giving u an opportunity to change before u complete the grad..and u still have a lot of time to do well in the final yr...
u r gonna do it next time !!!!


cudn't sleep all night...
but then...I faced it...the crude reality....
am I down in the dumps??
NO WAY!!

I am gonna make lemonade outaa the lemons :P

scattered to the depths...(?)

A times you call someone up to talk just because you are bored..
and at at times people call you up to talk just because they are bored!

You hold on to some relationships just because they boost up your ego...
and some people hold on to you just because you boost up their ego!

Sometimes you love someone so deeply that you can't share your pains with them...
many a time you see people trying to hide their tears from you...

Sometimes you are the perfect person everyone wants to be with....
and sometimes there's someone better you want to be with...

some scattered thoughts...I found in my diary....I don't find a conclusion to it ...or rather I don't want to..

Do you? can you?

Romantic sometimes...

Sometimes on the road I slide my fingers into yours and feel close...

Sometimes on the bike I lean towards you n feel secure...

Sometimes I rest my head on your shoulders and feel peace....

Sometimes I sleep off on your chest and feel love...

and sometimes I just look into your eyes and feel life....

I'm all yours you're all mine....

strange are the ways of love....blind indeed...

The proposal...

He: Do you hug your pillow tight while sleeping?

She: yes...

He: Can I take that place for the rest of our lives?

She: *blush*...yesss.....


ps:) guys I'll soon get bak to ur blogs :P juss a bit occupied ;)
HUGS to all...

He n She!

He: You can say anything :)

She Would anything suffice? *hugs*

He: you make me melt. Hugs!!

She: Lets not talk today...Lets just hug and be lost in each other...Lets just be in the dreamworld..our world...

He: promise to love me there too...

She: Love is beyond worlds. It's beyond truth or fantasy and love in itself is a promise.

He: promise to love me always...

She: Promise....

She....

In love...
deeply...madly...
happy...
secure...
in his arms...
Lost....
spring became autumn...
she smiled....
somewhere ...her smile like leaves fell off!
she lost love...
lost him...
she cried...
she slept in tears...
Many came ...
many yelled..
"I Love you"
she yelled back...
"I've lost my receptors to love"

More than hurt ....numb was she...
the invisible shield ...
never let her be lost in love again...


Being hurt once makes you so wise that yes may be you never get hurt again....but then you never love again so deeply so madly so happily...

Did she?

To be continued....
concluding part  here

Life is (beautiful) like that part 14

They say nothing is forever. But I say memories are.

I am modern! My clothes are cropped!

Times have changed!
Clothes have changed too or I should say cropped down :P

mentalities too have? nO I say!! not completely at least!

Just two examples .... and am sure am going to make you ponder!

1. The very sophisticated ultrasound machine! Just go through any article over the internet on how it actually works ...like HERE and you might get thoroughly confused. No No I am not going to make you think about the scientific principles it works on :P

Well let me come to the point. The point is sex determination.

2. One of my blog friends (Raahul) recently told me that there's a surgery by which the Hymen(the so called proof of virginity) can be reconstructed!

Strange!!

Something common in the two points I discussed above!
Two of the most modern and sophisticated technologies are used to actually satisfy the PRIMITIVE needs.

"Modernity" is nothing but the clothes :P

A story has been created!

It all started one naughty day between two complete perverts...

he: so whazz the color?
she: lavender..
he: That's wild..
she: yeah ;)

What followed was the endless wild talk...daily at any moment of the day till the wee hours....sleepless were they but desperate was their soul..hungry for pleasure and more and more...
nights were no less than an adventure....

sure she was...that love..romance ..and mystery were words that could never come between them....

Lust is not Love....

Uncertain is life...they say....and it was...
she: i miss you...
he...I miss you too...

A level up towards love....crudely human past..now was finely angelic ...

he was a die hard romantic...most romantic she'd met......
his embrace was the warmest...the kiss on her forehead was the sweetest ever.....
it was the other side...the soft side...the better side...
the "devil" of her wild fantasies possessed innocence.
every word he said would echo in her mind for hours...
Lasting was the effect...


Lost and absent minded...
vicinities...never existed ...
all was him...dreams were her reality...

The sleepless nights still existed..
serene n soft...the two were lost in each others' warmth...
essence of LOVE...

Mysteriously connected were they...

She wore a wide smile now....positive was her every vibe...
he was her every moment...

he was smiling too...
lost too...

and one day....
he: i love you..
she I love you too ..love you lots...

The smile is now for an eternity...
Love too...

Love that is not jealous...
love that is not about possession ...
love that is just happiness..
love that is just about being lost...

Love exists amidst the deepest...darkest ..and the dirtiest secrets they shared....


A story has been created...
never would they walk by each other in reality..
but dreams are their reality....

happiness for an eternity...

yet again they met....

He: Are you in love all over again?
She: ??
He: Seems like you are lost all over again....may be that's why you are ignoring me...
She: (smiling) yes I am lost...and i know I'll always be...

He: (walking away) Oh enjoy being there all over again...

she smiled yet again....yes lost was she....forever... in Him...
never to be wiped off from her memories...

never would he know this.... (she smiled again)

Let me..make me....

At one moment my words could be the best....
worst at at the other...

Most interesting at one moment...
most boring at the other...

Most happy at one moment..
saddest at the other....

Most encouraging at one time
Most discouraging at the other...

Most expressive at a moment...
just nothing at the other....

words change ...every day... every moment...

Let not my words make me... Let me make me...
Let me rule...
words I choose...and you choose me...

yeh kahaan aagaye hum...?

It was all materialistic....immature...desperate...unreal...

Now it's the best chemistry ever shared between two...


yeh kahaaan aagaye hum...yuhin saath saath(?) chalte...

I secretly love you...

Love is sometimes not holding so tight....
It is the beauty of watching someone from afar..

Love is sometimes not being all sure...
It is the mystery...

Love is sometimes not the pain of losing...
It is the pleasure of having had...

Love is sometimes not expressing and all mutual...
It is personal...


LOve is always being lost!

Life is (beautiful) like that part 13

In life you seem to learn a lot of new lessons with every new person you meet or every new thing you have a tryst with... but then there are not many chances where get to use these lessons!

funny huh? or strange?


No wonder someone once called life a "LEARNING PROCESS".

My B'day was Special. You made it special!

Yesterday was a really special day for me and you all made it special.
A heartfelt thankiyouuu to everyone who took trouble to wish me or rather to everyone who cared and wanted to wish me :) and made my day very special...

Mayank: Thnx for wanting to and also wishing me first even before midnight ;) Thanks for making it a real good start to my special day and a big thank you for those multiple wishes through call, sms, chat and facebook :)) thanks a lott :)) felt real speacial :)

Sib: Thanks a lot for calling me to wish even when you were real tired and wanted to get some sleep badly and yeah thank you for that special mail :)) ...thanks a lot for being suchaaaa kamina :P no no sweeet friend :)

Hemanth: Thanks a lot hemz. As always even this year you made me feel really good. Thanks for the call. Thanks for the post on blogger loved it :)It's really special to know that you kept awake to wish me :) hugs

Vinay: that early morning call was really special re :)) thanx for all the wishes :P special thanks for the nickname :P

Nands: thanks buddy...for wishing me early morning. That was a real lovely wish I loved hearing that b'day music through the fone :) thanx for wishing me at right 11:25 am :P again ....and thanks a lot for wishing me all through the day through sms. yeahh I remembr the cake waala deal :P thnx yaar..

Archana: Thanks a lot sweety for calling me early morning even wen u wer on roaming :P this was really special. thnx for the lovely wishes on facebook :) lotsaa luv :))

Nikhil: thnx da :P it was really special to talk to you after quite a long time :P Thanks for the wish and the advice :P which I'll think about following :P btw couldn't manage a Limca with Viraf aliyan :P thnx a lot agn. hugs

Suresh: thanks a lot da for the wish :P thnx a lot for all tos anecdotes over the fone that made me smile even more :P your tickets are lying in ur mail go check :P. thnx agn da :)

Tara: Thanx for the surprise call after ages :P thanx for taking trouble to wish me on my birthday amidst of all the shifting worries :P Thanks for everything behena :)) wish ur ma pa a very happy anniversary agn :)

Anwesa: Thanx sissy for everything. It felt really special to have a whole status all for myself on facebook :P a wall post, and it was a pleasure hearing you on fone :) Hugzzz and thanks for making me feel important and special :)

Joie: Thnx bestie for all the wishes :P...Loved rading a long mail from you after a long long time :P and yeahh loved talking to you and hearing ur sweet voice yet agn :P Hugzzzz.....from this 60 yr old bacchi ya 19 yr old buddhi :P

Ste: Thnx bhaaaiiii for calling me. felt gr8 getting ur wish over the fone amidst the party..
Thanks for wishes on fb :) thanx a ton :))

Special thankx to Vineet, Shweta, Pooja, Reena, Shikha, Amit, Raghav, Kavita, rakesh, Umesh, Avi, Atul, Arun, vaibhav, prachi, nibedita, Neha, Manish, Abhi,Aditya, Vishal, Aman, Saransh, Ayush, Priyanka, Monika, Arjun, Anil, Teena, Inder, Geeta, Jai, Suman, Yukta, Bhawna, Dhriti, Sunil, gaurav, Ansu and Manisha.

My some college as well as old school friends who managed to wish me even when they were not in the city :) Tight Hugzzz to all :))

A very special Thanks to ...
Ria, Vidhu, pree, Diana, Mayank, Shakti, Divkiran, Esthu, Dhanya, Raahul, Gaurav, Pankhuri, Pooja, Rakesh, Anandita, Kul sir, Urv, Deepu, Zaheer, prashant, Anu, Joie, Arv, Kartz, Amit, Ashwin, Pratibha, Kiran, Puneet, Dolls, Trinaa, Chrizzy, Nidhzii, Posh, Sheeza, Aayushi, Vish, Sona Pandya, Harshii, Jaky, Abhra, Pallav, Saranya, Mads, Suman, Mukesh, Raka, Aneesh, Nithin, Tushar, Archu, Gupteshwar, Sudharshan, Lena, Darian, Tulika and Shruti....

For flooding my facebook wall with lots of wishes ......
Feels like a celeb now :P

Special thanks to

Saverio, Nawal, Diana, Chirag, Arjun, Sid aKKa rivrsoul, Kevin, Kalpana, Sudhanshu, Abey, Aditya, Satyam, Gautam, Piyush, Pramoda Arun, Manoj, Monika and Nithin for wishes through orkut and sms :)
Hugs to all :))

Thanks a ton..
Mel, Suresh, Kul sir, Mayz, Anwesa, Nands, Deepu, Arv, Suree, Kev, Meason, Nisha and Sid...
for the wonderful and inspiring wishes on my blog...

MoM and Dad...
Inspite of Mom not being so well she made my b'day real special...
and inspite there being a lot of mess at home bcos of the renovation dad allowed me to call up my friends and party...
and they still did wait to wish me right at 11:25 :P strange people ;)


And still a b'day passed away presenting me a whole big year with lots to learn and lots to introspect!
Thanks a tonnnnnnnnn each and every one of you ....
Tightttttt(est) Hugzzzzzz
n lotssssssss of love :))

ps:) If I missed someone's name I am really sorry but i really dun think I did :P

19 to life!

19 years have gone by ... only 19 years huh? I feel like I've lived a century :P



Every birthday is a day of flashback for me...

Every birthday speaks louder than ever before that how important a person, how special a person I am in the eyes of many. Many who genuinely love me or I'd even say selflessly.

From a young age I've learned that birthdays are not only about cakes, candles and parties, It's about trying to know how much have I grown as a human being.
I've rarely cut cakes except for some birthdays. It's just been time spent with friends, with parents listening to all stories....everything that mom and dad were wishing and doing just 3 or 4 hours before my birth.
I am sure I am going to hear this story even if I am a 100 :P

A year of my life has slipped off my hand like sand but the lessons I've learned are priceless .
Lessons for life.
Have made some friends for life...
Some more than just friends for life...

So dear 20th yr of my life I welcome you with wide open hands and heart :P

But for my daddy and mummy am still a baby :P
Dad still wonders why guys stare at me? :P
and mom doesn't let me do much work or help her with the chores at home :P

I am baby still :P ain't I? :D


Or have I grown up? Have I lost the innocence? naeee I still have that :P


Hugzz to all :))
N happy Birthday to me ;)
ps:) am yet to be born :P I was born at 11:25 am :P

I miss you!

Some people irritate you, spam you with hundreds of text messages, keep calling you, keep invading your space....
then you lose it, get angry
They go out of your life...

You are happy! are you?

NO...

You Miss them....

It's really strange to know that i don't know myself much!

Most fake relationship ever!

He: Hey you know I am in the world's most beautiful love relationship.
Me: how come?
He: My girlfriend and I never disagree and never argue.
Me: Dude then I guess you are in the world's most fake relationship or there's something drastically wrong with both of you :P

ps:) he never talked to me again...
DaMn...... ;)

Life is (beautiful) Like that part 12

Love is also about being with someone who makes you love yourself more.

The "If I were" tag..

Vinay tagged me for this ...I usually don't take up tags...but found this one really good :) Thanx man...

If I were a month: I'd be May...most special month for me...many special things happened in this month :P

If I were a day: I'd be a Sunday....Sundays are special, relaxed and fun filled.

If I were a time of the day: I'd be midnight or any of the wee hours....special times, special friends, and sometimes special loneliness...

If I were a season:I'd be Winter....I love to wake up under the cozy quilts...

If I were a planet: I'd be Venus.....somehow it appears romantic to me :P

If I were a direction: I'd be East....as per India...the East appeals to me a lot...

If I were a drink: I'd love to make people lose their senses with Whiskey...

If I were a tree: I'd be Coconut...I love it's height....simply unreachable.

If I were an animal: I am a (copy)cat :P already :P thnx to Sam ;) or and ostrich huh? vinay? :P

If I were a musical instrument: I'd be violin...nothing as melodious as compared to it..

If I were a fruit: I'd be an orange....sweet, sour, juicy...all in one...

If I were a food: I'd be the pakodas that mom makes or ketchup :P Indian food is Indian.

If I were a celebrity: I'd be Sushmita sen....very calm, composed yet naughty, sexy, inspiring, admirable, and above all very ordinary and simple at heart.. and yeah my pa's fav actress :P

If I were a color: I'd be black....camouflaging what has to be...

If I were a book: I'd be "The critique of pure reason" philosophy anytime rocks :P

If I were a song: I'd be "Kahin door jab Din" from Aanand loneliness, love, gloominess, yet bliss. One of my all time favorites...

If I were a movie: I'd be "DDLJ" I believe in the andekha anjaana sa stuff :P and also that some gals can totally make a Casanova type of guy go mad in their love...

If I were a flower: I'd be Jasmine....not so very good looking yet adored...

If I were a facial expression: I'd be a smile....soothing...yet enticing :P

I tag....anyone who wants to take it up....no compulsions!

Happy Anniversary To My Favorite Couple...

Another year of togetherness passes by...and am here yet another time to wish the most important people in my life on their marriage anniversary...

It's great to be living with a couple as such....It's very touching to see them make sacrifices for each other..it's sometimes funny to see certain habits that somehow say that they can't live without each other...

Every night my mum makes tea/coffee and keeps it in the flask for dad (he sits up till abt 2 or 3 for work).. but I wonder if there was even one day that he took the tea and had it by himself... every night he wakes mom up and they have a tea date every night :D:D. In the middle of sleep, deep sleep she just gets up to give my dad company...


I've seen my dad adjusting all the time...be it food or be it anything else... when mom is not well I've never heard dad wanting to eat a proper meal or even a meal :P ....he'll juss say I'll eat anything and that anything would be like some peanuts, butter n bread at night or noon ...and he'll not even make mom feel that he's adjusting...

The best thing about them is I've rarely seen them arguing together :P I mean to say when anyone of them gets hyper the other behaves like he/she is dumb :P until the former cools down ... I jus keep enjoying the scene :P

The only problem with this couple is they both stand as a strong wall against me :P it's like I've never seen them disagreeing ..at least never in front of me but yehss i secretly love their togetherness even if it's for opposing me :P


So dad n mom a very happy anniversary to you.... all I can do is wish you both with a kiss and write a blog post... am a bit poor for the extravaganza the party n cake and all :P forgive me but be sure one day I'll do it with my money :))

Tight hugzzzzz to u both from ur favorite nut :P

WISH YOU BOTH A VERY HAPPY ANNIVERSARY :))

My Iranian boyfriend :P

Yesterday I was just texting one of my classmates while a long power cut...
at abt 12:30 pm while Dad and mum were just lying down on their bed and chatting casually when...

Dad: priyaaaaaa?? Priyaaaa?? (damn my daughter has gone deaf) :P
Me: yesh daddy...
Dad: juss call up the elec board n ask when's the power gonna come?
Me: no need to ask daddy "Vi" told me that it's gonna come by 1:00 pm...

Dad: Okayy...just half n hour to go...

After one hour at 1:30 PM...

Dad: who's this guy dear?? are you sure he's in this city?
Mom: Denzil....u need to understand the Indian STRETCHABLE Time!!
Me: he's in this city only daddy... I guess it's gonna come by 2:00 pm...

At abt 2:15 pm

Dad: I guess it's now 1:00 pm in Iran also...
Mom: are you sure he knows to watch time? I mean yeah people sometimes dunno u see...
Me: mommyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Mom: tell ur boyfriend not to simply say anything when he's not sure...
tell him gals dun get impressed by this...

Me: mommm he's not my bf....

dad: heyy I think he's in California :P so ter's still time to go for it to be 1:00 pm lets wait...

Light finally came at 5:00 pm

Out elec board rocks na? :P
yeah


and yeaaahhhh Happy birthday ANWESA :))

Life is(beautiful) like that part 11

The L in LOVE is nothing but LUST!

Life is(beautiful) like that part 10

By being neutral/emotionless you may not get hurt when someone throws a stone at you...
but then you may miss all the love and care with which a loved one dresses your wound...

Is life (beautiful) like that [part 9] ?

Often we realize how important a person was to us only after we've lost them....
and sometimes we lose a person even when we know how much they mean(t) to us...

Life is (beautiful) like that part 8

Solitude is bliss!
That's when you can be you without being judged!

Life is (beautiful) like that part 7

They say people with complementary characters make best life partners...
I say people with complementary mood swings make bestest life partners :D

Life is (beautiful) like That part 6

In today's world where every other person is an atheist it's special to be religious/spiritual..
And where everyone is (wants to be) different It's great to be an ordinary girl :P

life is (beautiful) like that part 5

It's very difficult to make a place in a woman's heart but once u make it you make it forever...

I am Back :P

So here I come ryt back on 5th as I said :P

Feeling really relieved that the exams are over...feeling sad that now just one yr of college life is left...hah!

nevr mind...


Well today is a special day for One of our special blogger friends...
Wsh her once again :D here Happy Birthday Riya :))


After ages I guess am going to write something funny...
the funnier part is I remembered this incident while sitting in the exam hall after finishing my paper though :P strange as I am
The funniest comes as follows :P


The best part of my life was the senior school times...that way back in 2006-2008 not so back though :P

Year 2006....month August....

Physics class was going on...

I should tell you that our physics sir (at school) was a terror...

Class was going on smoothly....he was explaining and we were pretending to listen...we had to :P

This girl called Sheenam was sitting just in front of me....and this guy called Ravi ...just in the right row beside me...

Now i was distracted by another girl calling me from the row to my left......
She signals me something....
I as dumb as I am didn't understand a bit of what she was trying to say
But somehow i had to react and say something ....

I exclaimed in a loud voice audible even to the last benchers...and yeah even Sir :P

"Kya?? Ravi sheenam ko ghoor raha hei?" (Is Ravi staring at Sheenam?)

The whole class including the teacher burst out laughing
and I got another goof up to remember a life time :P

Warm hugzz to all :))

Precious are you all...

Sitting up late night to study ...
Mom...who you thought was fast asleep...gets up just to make a cup of coffee for you...

precious..

In sleep feeling very cold...
Dad comes puts the quilt on you properly...

Special as ever...

You wake up in the morning
Find the missed(miss u) call of ur love...

ecstatic...

Go to class...forgot to take money for some application form...
Best friend.."here take it...(without inquiring about when u'd give back)"

Valuable...

Moments when you don't know whether to smile or cry...

Dil Hai Chhota Sa Chhoti Si Aasha
Masti Bhare Man Ki Bholi Si Aasha
Chaand Taaron Ko Chhoone Ki Aasha
Aasmaan Mein Udne Ki Aasha

People are valuable....Love them...forgive them their mistakes...make life blissful...

Warm Hugs to all....
ps:) am not back yet ;)

Taking a break....

Just 28 days to go for my exams...
yeah I know it's lots for students who've studied the whole year...but not like me...I gotto get serious now :D
so finally am taking a break and would be right back to the blogging world on May 5...
So see ya soon...

but before i leave I'd like to tell you apart from blogging I have another distraction right now.. :P
here's it...
3 cutieeee pies :P:P



My cute siblings :D:D

ps:) while taking small breaks I'd surely comment on interesting posts :D of u all

tc and hugzzz to all...

Life is (beautiful) like that part 4

Never underestimate anyone's life philosophy. The life philosophy of a first grader sometimes could be more complicated than any of the "experienced" adults...

every one concludes from what they see around...

Life is (beautiful) like that part 3

When a girl(like me) tells a guy that she remembers his birthday, the day he first kissed her, hugged her, rang her up...she's not indirectly telling him how important is he for her but is rather boasting about her memory power :P

Life is (beautiful) like that Part 2

Never expect a man to read your mind...he just can't :P

Life is(beautiful)like that...Part 1

All unpleasantness, bad feelings, guilt feelings..make the music called life..even more melodious...

Is there something better than competition?

Who is the winner?

It was a Sports Stadium. Eight Children were standing on the track to participate in a running event.
“ Ready! “ “ Steady! “ Bang !!!
With the sound of a toy pistol, all eight girls started running.
Hardly had they covered ten to fifteen steps, when one of the smaller girls slipped and fell down. Due to bruises and pain she started crying.
When the other seven girls heard the little girl cry they stopped running, stood for a while and turned back. Seeing the girl on the track they all ran to help.
One among them bent down, picked her up and kissed her gently. And enquired as to how she was. They then lifted the fallen girl pacifying her.
Two of them held her firmly while all seven joined hands together and walked together towards the winning post........ ..
There was pin drop silence at the spectator’s stand.
Officials were shocked. Slow claps multiplied to thousands as the spectators stood up in appreciation. Many eyes were filled with tears. And, perhaps even God’s! YES.!! This happened in Hyderabad [INDIA], recently!
The sport was conducted by National Institute of Mental Health. All these special girls had come to participate in this event. They were spastic children.
Yes, they were Mentally Challenged.
What did they teach the WORLD.? Teamwork? Humanity? Equality among all?? Victory of love and compassion over competition??? Successful people help others who are slow in learning So that they are not left far behind. This is really a great message... Spread it.! We never do this because we have brains !!!!

[With some changes, from Catholic News Update Asia III – 118; 15 Feb. ‘10]

as quoted in Ganga Lahar, Newsletter of the Patna Jesuits, March 2010

Committed to my love....

I was standing near him and his eyes spoke to me...
"Why don't you bother that someone like me also exists?
Why don't you even dread to spend a while with me..
May be yehssss I might not be as interesting as your other friends..
But I'll be always there for you...
I may not be as funny as your fiends..but I can make you feel secure and thus, be the reason for ur smile all through your life..."

*I gave a surprised look*...for all these years...there was someone who always loved me and I never realized......My real hero My man...

He bent down on his knees and asked me out....will you be mine forever from now??
wil you spend time with me...will you understand me and realize how much I love you...

I couldn't say anything but a yehs....
I love him tooo....


His name starts from "S"
He's was with me in school and is in college toooo....

he's none but "Studies"

Guyssssss.....I loved doing this with you...
The Facebook relationship status :P
Tc
hugzz to all :D

100 things about me :D

Stole this tag from Smriti :P

1. Last drink: Tea (Ginger tea :P)

2. Last phone call: Anwesa. :P
3. Last text message:Mayank
4. Last song you listened to: 'Kitni baatein' from Lakshya..
5. Last time you cried:Day bfore Yesterday..

HAVE YOU EVER...

6. Dated someone twice: Let me Date once first ;) (dunno who that luky guy is gonna be ;)
7. Been cheated upon? Nope
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? Neither kissed nor regretted... :D
9. Lost someone special? No lost actually but yeah in a way...
10. Been depressed? Yeah :((
11. Been drunk and threw up? Do You think I drink?? :P

LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS:

12. Black
13. Lavender
14. Navy Blue

FIRSTS :

15. Made new friends:Online :)
16. Fallen out of love:Yehhh...
17. Laughed until you cried:I have a habit to make others cry with my laughter :P
18. Met someone who changed you: Yeahh Harshita akka Harshi inspires me a lot...:)
19. Found out who your true friends were: Yeahhhhhhhhh! very very few...sadly..
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yahhh lotsaa people talk so much of good about me :D

HAVE/YOU:

21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Nopes ....though I.... :P
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Not many on my blog frnds list...
23. How many kids do you want to have: I leave it on God :P
24. Do you have any pets: Yehhh... Billi hei ek :P
25. Do you want to change your name: How dare you ask me such a senti quest :P no never :P
26. What did you do for your last birthday: I felt special...:P and kept feeling so for a week ;)
27. What time did you wake up today: 6:30 am uffff...blogging and facebooking pressure..u see..
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: Listening to romantic songs :P and singing them loud too...after all ter should be someone to disturb the neighbours ha? ;)
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for:For exams to get over :P
30. Last time you saw your father:Just 2 seconds ago :P
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life:Nothing at allll....I like my life...whatever it taught me I needed to learn.
32. Most visited web page: Facebook

Whats your:

33. Name: Priyadarshini Joyce ;)
34. Nicknames:Pj pri priyu darshini.joycee...all tes r at ma college and home...at blogs...nanhi part , lil priya joyce, billi, pj, poochandi :P, joyce gal, joyceee, priyu :P
35. Zodiac sign:Gemini
36. Male or female or transgender: ?????...Female..
37. Elementary: ???????
38. School:Sacred Heart Convent School Suratgarh
39. Colleges:Suratgarh ka ek chappu collg :P
40. Hair color:Black :P original :P
41. Long or short:Short
42. Height: 5'3"
43. Do you have a crush on someone?Sumone?? what?? I have loads :P
44. Ever been in love? Yes.
45. Piercings? Ears.
46. Tattoos? Nope.
47. Righty or lefty:Righty :P
48. First surgery:Not a single surgery :( Not a single tym when I was in hospital for so long :( :P
49. First piercing: Ears
50. First best friend:Nibedita :)
51. First sport you loved:Soccer
52. First pet:Catttttttttt
53. First vacation:Goa
54. First concert:None ;)
55. First crush:Rahul Bhadwar..
56. Eating: fish :P tes dys my diet consists of at least one non-veg dish :P
57. Drinking:Whiskey :P:P lolzzzzzz
58. I'm about to: Sleep for atleast some days :P so tired after the partyyy ;)
59. Listening to: My heart will go on...
60. Waiting for:Finishing off tis tag and sleep :P

YOUR/FUTURE

61. Want kids? I dunno ;)
62. Want to get married?Only if I find someone so special to sweep me off my feet not by his looks but by his deeds...

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

64. Lips or eyes:Lips.
65. Hugs or kisses: Both. ;).
66 Shorter or taller: Medium.
67. Older or Younger:I need someone who's older than me :P Someone more mature than me... who can tell me when I am wrong...cos it's not difficult to take any advice from someone who's at least 7 yrs older than you..:P
68.Romantic or spontaneous: Die hard Romantic...
69. Nice stomach or nice arms: Ehh? Nice BRAIN.(I second Smriti here :P)
70. Sensitive or loud: Sensitive
71. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
72. Trouble maker or hesitant: Both.

HAVE YOU EVER :

73. Kissed a stranger:Never :P.
74. Lost glasses / contacts:Yahhh :D glasses.
75. Broken someone's heart:Yehs...I guess But I too was no less heart broken..
76. Had your own heart broken:the above quest answers this i guess...
77.Been arrested:No never....uffff :D.
78. Turned someone down:Yes and published that story on blog too :D.
79. Cried when someone died: Yes.
80. Liked a friend that is a girl?What do you mean by liked?? :-o

BELIEVE IN:

81. Yourself: Of course...
82. Miracles:Yehssss....
83. God:Yehssss..infinitely....
84. Love at first sight: Nopezzzzzzzzzzzzz!
85.Heaven:Nope ....
86.Santa Claus:No lol.
87. Kiss on the first date?Yeah may be....
88. Angels: Yes. The ones like me :P.
89. Devils: Yes. The ones like me :P.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

90. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes. :(
91. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?No lol.
92. Wanted to kill someone ever?Yeahhhhh :D
93. Among your blog mates, whom would you like to kiss?Yehssss ;)....and also return a kiss to smriti :P
94. Committed a blunder and regretted later?Nope I dun regret much tats why i keep commiting blunders :P
95. Wanted to steal your friend's boyfriend / girlfriend?No way....He'd go mad and I'd go mad with him too :P
96. White:Shirt.
97.Black:Skirt...
98. Red: Hair band.
99. Pink: Nothing :D
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? Boringggggggggg Tiringgggggggg..uffffffff

Not tagging nyone :P Wanna take up? yeh sure :P