Mixed feelings...!!

It'll be one year on 26th after the terror attacks in Mumbai.
It feels like one year has passed away so fast....
It feels like it was yesterday all this happened...when India was so tensed about what would those ten gunned men do next..
It feels like just hours have passed by after the mess...
Anyhow...it was one of the biggest, worst and most humiliating terror attacks ever...
humiliating because those men in some way slapped the faces of our security forces..

What is lost is lost..what has happened has happened..there are lots of negatives...and very few..or rather no positives at all...

We who have just heard the journalists reporting and the newspapers printing the whole issue..can perhaps move on but who have actually gone through it....hmmmm

Certainly I am not happy but I am not sad about this either...the fact that they didn't succeed completely in their motives gives me some sort of happiness...
and also the people who laid their lives down..to protect their fellow men is also a matter of happiness.

It actually takes nothing to write a post like this about how I feel about the whole issue...well yet this post would be in remembrance of the many people who lost their lives..Jai Hind...
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Tuesday brought me a bad news..
My classmate and one of the dearest friends passed away...
It was a completely shocking news.. I still cannot bear the shock..
Rest In Peace Poonam....



Am proud of you for donating your eyes dear...

tc all...

The annoying ex-classmate :P

Yeah as the title says...this post is going to be about one of my ex-high school classmates and yah those who are expecting some philosophical post am sorry to disappoint you :P

Well yesterday was one of the tiring days for me..I was dead tired when I connected to the ISP just to check for mail on my yahoo account (around 9:30)...and that's when I realized...I was visible to my chat friends.....and yeah this irritating guy pinged me and that was the beginning of an interesting chat :P:D

Small (and the most interesting) part is here....

V:heyy... do u remember we joined schoolon the same day

same yr

same class

me: Reeelyyyy?? oh!
V: yuppzzzz and btw

we both r Geminionly 2 in our class

me: reely????How come you remember/know so much??btw I also remember one thing that we used to fight like hell :Pand I hated you like hell... :P

V: BUT I liked you a lot I like you even now..and that's why I remember so much. Yahh I loved fighting with you well in fact that's the only time when you talked to me haha. Oh so you don't hate me now?

me: lolzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzztu sudhrega nahi (u 're not gonna change)tym pass karna hei toh kisi bhi ladki se flirt karo lolzzzzzz (for passing time you'll flirt with any girl hahah) yeah I hate (Upper case "HATE") you even now :P

V:Don't make a joke of my feelings gurl... :(

me:Hahaha Okay Okay...Dun get emotional now :P
So why didn't you tell me all this when we were at school?
Is it because we weren't friends?
V: Well I reely wanted to tell you that you looked really good in your school uniforn..I mean short skirts...I think your's was the shortest in the whole school...
me:Well Thanks....mine wasn't the shortest btw :P

BTW i saw u some day here V: Where?

me: septmbr

nt sure

tho near P.Plaza

V: Yahh...I'd gone there...btw am coming there on 27th of this month...would you like to come on a date?

me: Whattt?? a date? and that too with you?? GODdddd!!

V: Attitude!!

me: well yeah ..whatever you take it as...am not coming niway.

V: heyy please don't say no...just want to spend some time with you. me: Okieee then come to my home...we can talk... :P V: what the hell..is your home some place where we can date? :-o me: you said you wanted to spend sometime ahem btw you ddn't tell me the reason...why you couldn't speak out to me at school abt ur feelings?? V: That's because you had a crush on someone else...hmm rahulllI ddn't like that guy X-( me: ohhhh jealous?? :P well okie..I can think about the date thing..if you get me a pic of Rahul .
V: So you haven't forgoten him yet? hmmm..I don't keep guys' pics anyways...
me: you think I can?? lolzzz...ahemm...well heyy never mind...I dun need his pic actually :P ... This actually is not the end of the chat..anyhow I said a big NO to him for the date but yaah since he wanted to meet me I said "I'd be there if you organize a reunion"..I guess he'd make it..if not never mind... :P:D he thinks he can get some time alone with me..amidst that reunion ..fool :P


I am extremely clever :P

tc buddies hugs to all :)

I love you....life...

At times when it hurts , pains... we feel it would have been better if we had not taken that road...
but then you would have missed an experience..

Life is strange
it sometimes gives us things when we least want it...
but then...that's why we call it life...


Experience each experience...be it anything...be it hurting..sad...or be it happy... glad...
or mad...exhilarating... or funny...

Cos' at times it's great pleasure to just sit at the window and think of all these and see tears accompanying you...

I am me...cos' of my experiences...

I love you .....
life.....

Friends Rockkkkk :):)

My friends rock...

They come and hug you when you are sad...

They laugh when you crack a joke...

They share everything with you..so that they can show the strong bond that exists..

They giggle when you say something naughty :P:D

They help you when you are in a fix...

They pull your leg when you have a crush..

They test your partner when you are in love


They wipe away your tears ...

And they even propose you or say "I love you" if you just had a heart break...and you can do nothing but just laugh it out... :P:D


Friends rock...

For me all my friends rock....

Ps:) Siddhesh has taken a good step in doing this...I think you all should go through this post and try to follow it too :):)

And do pass this information to all your friends too :)

and paste this pic on your blog sidebar...






pps:) wanted to post something else...but thanks to some very cool friends who made me say this :)

Look around....

When you love someone very much and you don't see that person loving you even a bit...look around..there sure will be someone ..who loves you a lot and you don't love that person a bit.

When someone hurts you everyday..and doesn't even feel that he/ she is hurting you...look around...you'll find someone who you hurt daily...

When someone you sacrifice a lot for doesn't even realize that....look around ..you sure will find someone who you are doing the same to.

When you don't like someone because of some particular reason...look around if someone else doesn't like you for the same reason.

It's all about what we do to others...
What happens to us is often an eye opener...

Amal's Tag!

I'd been tagged by Amal during my exams..doing it now....Thanx for the tag man :)

Rules:

Respond and rework – answer these questions on your blog, replace one question that you dislike with a question of your own, and add one more question to the list. Then tag eight or ten other new set of people.

1.What is your current obsession?

Stupid face book quizzes with stupid answers :P

2. What are you wearing today?

Pyjamas and long sleeved tee.

3. What’s for dinner?

Its 3:06 in the noon...and am not God to guess wat wud be for dinner hehe :P


4. What’s the last thing you bought?

A pen-Am proud to be a student :P

5. What are you listening to right now?

Chiquitita -ABBA


6. What do you think about the person who tagged you?

A very dear friend who shares many of my views.


7. If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?

Ahem I guess here in Rajasthan..

8. What are your must-have pieces for summer?

That's lemonade.


9. If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?

That'd be Madhya Pradesh. To meet the first ever friend on blogger .... feels like coming and meeting you Joie


10. Which language do you want to learn?

Yeah I wanna learn Konkani :P


11. What’s your favourite quote?
Oh there are lots and lots... my favorite is "tough times never last but tough people do"

12. Who do you want to meet right now?

So many..friends relatives, ahh.. so many people not just one :)

13. What is your favourite colour?

Black

14. What is your favourite piece of clothing in your own closet?

My wrap around which I cannot wear now cos of winters :P

15. What is your dream job?

Psychiatrist....but currently am doing graduation in computers :P


16. What’s your favourite magazine?

Reader's Digest...which I no more get cos of our stupid post office here :P

17. If you had $100 now, what would you spend it on?

Obviously..not on books :P haha


18. What do you consider a fashion faux pas?

Nothing at all (I think faux pas is as I guess the violation of accepted rules in____ here fashion)



19. Who according to you is the most over-rated style icon?

I think that's BP..I mean Brad Pitt ;) gals dun kill me for that...:P


20. What kind of haircut do you prefer?

Short as mine :P

21. What are you going to do after this?

Sleep of course :P

22. What are your favorite movies?

That's difficult....I like many... The favorite category is suspense thrillers.

23.How many tabs are turned on in ur browser right now?
Tabs...Gmail, Facebook, reader, You tube, My post editor, Data structure tutorials...:P and Orkut :)

24. What inspires you?

I inspire myself...


25. Give us three styling tips that always work for you.

Nothing but everything works for me..

26. What do you do when you “have nothing to wear” (even though your closet’s packed)?
I ask my daddy...

27. Coffee or tea?
Coffee


28. What do you do when you are feeling low or terribly depressed?

I go and lie down on my bed and cry it out.


30. Which other blogs do you love visiting?

Everybody whose blogs I visit ...


31. Favorite Dessert/Sweet?
Sheer Khurma I first ate this when one of my friends called me for lunch on Eid. (am sorry if I have not spelt it correctly).

32. Favorite Season?

Winter..

33. If I come to your house now, what would u cook for me?

I dun have that talent Amal :P but yah I can make you cook for me :P


34. What is the right way to avoid people who purposefully hurt you?

No one hurts purposely. Either that they don't know that they are hurting someone or that they have a psychological problem which they themselves are unconscious about .


35. What are you afraid of the most?

Seeing my loved ones in pain.


36:What brings a smile on your face instantly?

My mummy's PJs. :P She cracks lots of them :P

37:My Question: What makes me the most sad?

Seeing people around me sad/suffering...

I tag..

Arjun
Dhanya
Hemanth
Nikhil
Parzi
Pramoda
Siba
Suresh
Sam
Siddhesh aka Sid

I am back......

So finally my exams are over.
And I am baaakkkkkkkkk :P

I simply hate this exam times.
Whatever the exam...be it a class test be it the internals or the finals I feel the same tension all the time...
ohh what a studious student :P ahem btw the tension is most of the time because I haven't completed my syllabus :P
The last minute study is really challenging..and only people like me can take it ...
the people with Einstein I stress Einstein brains.... oh come on that's not what I say ..that's what facebook says :P:P and that's very true ;) dun ya thnk so? ;)

Exam time ...n it sure it interesting as well as boring :P

I always wish that if only all subjects were maths :P that's the only subject I have good comand on...yeha programming also os fine..what i hate the most is ahem...ahem any subject that's completely theoretical ewwww



And finally the best thing :P
the best thing ever pj talks about...ahem crushes :P (one more entry to my crush diary :P)

Yeah during this exams I got a crush on one of the seniors of my branch.
The seating arrangement was such that he was sitting just next to me...
yeah he luks really gud :P
ahem he doesn't cheat during exams and I like men of principles ;)
well it's almost 2 years since I am in college and I never noticed this handsome senior :P
I think I am quite studious type of a gal and I go to college to study and not to notice guys :P
That's the plain truth :P

Well yesterday was a great day.
Had lotsaa fun with friends as if have won a battle :P



Today is my Granny mom's b'day....and also one of my dear blogger friends' ahem that's Amal
Many many happy returns of the day...... two dear people :)



And yah since I am fully back. you can expect me o your blogs too :P
Hugs to alllll :):)