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Monday 9 January 2012

Kaisee hain ye uljhanein....

Kaise hein ye uljhanein
Kaisee dooriyaan
Apne mann ki kah na sakoon mei majbooriyan
khoye khoye kyun rahte ho tum
Ae mere humkadam
... mere dil ki dhadkan mei
sangeet tumhaara hei zara sunke dekho tum....



Playing into my ears....takes me into a trance ....moment where I think how true that at times you are struck...
Could you ever see tears in the eyes of the person who held your hands in the first days of your life when you were just learning to walk....
Or the person who held your hands to never to leave it again....
At times sorrows are personal....sorrows are to be closed eyes to....not discussed... kept quiet about... to be cried to sleep for...
utterly to be kept to self....
and at times in spite of all this ... they slip off your hands ...into the heart of that one person you never dreamt of giving it to....
And you wonder whether you were selfish to keep enjoying your sorrow when someone's heart was crying for you.....
And something inside you says....YES....You were...

Sorrow is depth...of course..
Sorrow is beautiful of course...
Sorrow is selfish too...
your Sorrow is immense pain for that SOMEONE who loves you a lot....
SORRY......

Kaisee hei yea uljhanein.....