She never understood him
Ahh!! She thought entering the computer lab for the last lecture. She rested herself on a chair in front of a computer.
As always she had chosen a cubicle with two computers. She did that to keep the whole load of books she used to carry to college on the other chair.
This was because she wanted to put forth an image of a studious girl so as to avoid unwanted attention from (popular & stupid) guys.
She lifted the whole pile of books and kept it beside her. As she was turning back..she heard..."heyy wazz this"
It was...a guy...of her college doing his final year.....
She knew that because he was the same guy who had saved her from one of his roudy classmates....in the first sessions of ragging.
Yet she didn't know his name...
She said...."am sorry......I didn't notice"
"its ok"
he stood up and walked away saying...that.
Some time after he had gone....she thought..that yet another time she had forgotten to ask his name.
It was 2:00 PM....she was at home now..
tired like anything as usual...heat was too high...
but she never slept...
how could she...
she used to wait for the afternoon chat...when "he" was online
It had been months now that she had been chatting with him..first being on "4th of sept" .....
this guy..called.."Parikshit"..was a special friend for her's now.
She had shared with him....everything....that was going on in her life...and some of the things which she had not even told her parents.
She had found him to be a caring soul...to whom anything could be shared.
yes he was online that day.....
she told him what had happened at college....
He felt she was giving some iidications that she likes that guy.
Suddenly...what she saw on the chat box was
"Pragya"....I think you should concentrate on your studies. This is not the correct time to talk about love and boys".
"heyy come on..ikshi..I never said i liked him"
"ho ho ho....u r teaching me??......anyway I have some work to do..so cya"
Now..as the chat had ended so early...she went to sleep....
The next day at college...huh.....was the worst of all....
the same guy..she had a .."crush" on..had insulted her....for no real reason...at the college canteen.
She was damn upset...she shared it all to her chat friend...
he felt bad...but still didn't show it....at all.....
He kept on saying..."dear I think you should..be just worried about your studies..and nothing at all"
but later that day..when she was just cheking her mail....she noticed a mail from him....
long one...consoling her.... and also an e-card..saying "cheer up"
she was fine now feeling better...but her tender..young heart....fell in love with..yet another guy...
and this time it was Parikshit.
She kind of started giving him....subtle indications..with her silly and frank words.
Some days later....
When she went online for the chat......he wasn't there....she felt he was avoiding....
She felt....her "iskhi"...was tired..of her silly talks...after all she was a kid...not even 18...
She wrote a long mail...and..waited for a reply.....
What he wrote was shocking for her...and what she concluded was that he never felt the same for her.
The first thing she did was to now to change the name "ikshi" to "parikshit" on her chatlist...
"he can never be so close....."
Days passed by....
she was angry ..with all guys ...got back to books..... she studied hard...worked day and night with books...and she secured a high pecentage....
she was angry ..with all guys ...got back to books..... she studied hard...worked day and night with books...and she secured a high pecentage....
years passed by....she was 23 now....working at a software firm....
one day.......she got a call
.....she took it.....it was him....
.....she took it.....it was him....
"I Love you" he said....
She was surprised to hear that.....but this simple....chirpy....frank.... and yet intellegent girl had understood....why her "ikshi" chose to be away from her...
She was even more surprised to hear his voice....which sounded.....like....the college guy she had a crush on..
Love does not only mean....understanding....and care....but it also means sacrifice. Sacrifice needn't be of life......many a times that is very easy.
This is not completely fiction.....some of it is from my life....
1 Year On Blogger!!
I told you all not to miss this post......as today 25th of May......I complete one year of blogging....
A year of.....joy.....fun....anger....sadness....and now <3.
A big thanks to all friends.....all the readers........who read whatever I wrote....who....were there in thick and thin....
Some being close friends....some being....very special friends....
I had never ever thought I'd write a post like this......but many times what we never think happens.
Completing a year...of something......means a lot to me....coz I can never am interested in anything like this for this long.
Even my parents are surprised :P
well.....I am no one to give you all anything... but I can surely give you a big thanks....
thanks all....for being with me....:)
ps:) do not miss the post on 27th may....
57 comments:
hearty congratulations Priya...
n nice post too.. love does involve a lot of sacrifices for the other half.. n thats what makes it so divine.
wont miss the post on 27th anything :-)
keep smiling
hey.. im first ;-) ;-)
a slight mistake..
.. post on 27th for anything ;-)
congratulations!!
wishing you a very happy first anniversary!!
lots of love and luck
phoenix
Wish u the very best in life... take care :)
Congrats on the anniversary :)
d story----i wish every story were like this,all s well dat ends well.
congos on completion of 1 year...
may u blog for a long tym 2 come...
n thank u 4 being a part of my life..lotsa luv n gud wishes...
congos kudi...wish u all the very best in life..
the post had some part frm ur life..n some frm othrz as well :) keep goin dear..
is thr smthng on 27th :P ?
hey sweety...
congrats....
the story is part true part fiction..but its so good ....
keep it up buddy
urs
suree
Heartiest Congratulations! :)
HUGS!
will renu call me like this and say " i love you"?
i still love renu... but she is married.. what should i do now?
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congrats joyce girl for the first year thingie.. way to go too..
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luvd the story!!
and heyy Congratz :)
yeah yeah, "all the best" too.. u know why :)
First, congratulations on completing a year of blogging PJ :) Keep on writing more...
That was a nice write up, very touching....and the message was good.
I won't miss your 27th post :)
Tk Cr.
Congratulations on completing one year of blogging...
And on the story.... it was superb da with a lovely message...
It also reminded me of my hindi teacher who used to say, '
Padoge likhoge to banoge nawab, kheloge koodoge to hoge kharab' :)
Keep writing such stories...
Hmm 27th ... two more days to go....
Congsie behna! One year! Great! May God bless you and may you keep going on and on and on, and keep giving us these insights into your very beautiful self. :) As for the story, I really wish things were as simple in real life too. *sigh* But well written and yes, I can see some of it is from your life. ;D Achha theek hai baba, bandh kar liya moonh! :P Emosanal atyachaar I tell you! ;)
only a heart in love could write a story like this :)(mujhe sab samajh aata hai (in a totally non roshan way from koi mil gaya :P ) )
and congrats , i remember reading your blog from its initial days and u have come a long way in terms of writing :)
congrats priya...1 yr of some wonderful posts...keep more comin :)
Congratulations …
Glad to be a part of this chain reaction of friendship …
When life itself is a long fiction …
What happens in it at times looks like funny or serious …
While what we sacrifice and the reason for which we do, makes our love more precious or…
In any case,
as I said early, this hasn’t been my subject yet.. :-)
Happy 1st Darlin! :)
u always write from ur heart, and there's always something to learn from ur posts and stories. u r wise beyond ur years!
And ty so much for ur beautiful e-card HUGS! :)
Keshi.
@amal:
yes true..sacrifice is what makes it divine .... :)
@ amal:
:P lol yey u first.and yeh plz do not miss the post on 27th ;)
:P
smiley error ;)
@ raka:
thnx yaar....and u've been among the early leaders too :)
hugs:)
@ arv:
thnx a lot buddy
:)
i'
ll haunt blogsville for many more anniversaries;)
@ anwesa:
awww how sweet.....
well thnx i can say the same for u ....as per the story part.thnx and yeh tats true :)
@ swati:
thnku ji..thnku..
well most of it was from my lyf :P
u know tat na ;)
27 ko..nahi kuch khaas nahi :P ek devil ka janam hua tha :P
@ suree:
thnky dear.yeh as i told u...:P most of it is true :P
thnku thnks a lot :)
hugs:)
@ aayushi:
thnkuu dear thnx thnx...
:)
@ chriz:
ahooyyy...renu.may be..someday.:P
lol
well.y don't u also marry like her ;)
@ chriz:
thnz man..thnx...well long way to go.....in hauntin the blogosphere ;)
@ sawan:
thnku da:)
thnx a lot
well i know..i did it ;)
@ saranya:
thnx dear..to be one of my first readers:)
thnx a lot..yeh it was partly my real story ;)
yehaa pls don't miss it :)
@ suresh:
heyy thnx a lot dear.well tats wat i feel..abt sacrifice:)
wel well well....guess..pragya b'came a nawab :P
thnx to u.for being a part of this blog :)
@ tara:
oye exams khatam hue aur tu lecture baazi pe utar aayi :P
lol
waise sahi hi kehe rahi ho ;)
thnku thnku ;)
@ amrita:
ji haan sahi pehchaana :P
lol :P hahah thnx gal a lot lot pehle ke mukable ab thoda..mushy ho gayi hu :P
@ mayank:
ahooy look who's here :P
thnx buddy thnx for readin all not so gud posts too :)
@ deeps:
thnx buddy.am glad to find a frnd like u too
well thnx for the lovely fwds:)
thnkuu :)
@ keshi:
thnx dear:)
thnx a lot for the sweet words..i kindaa yearn to hear tat frm u :P
heyy how many tymes wud u say thnx:)
we r frnds na :)
hugs:)
well some part of story resembles with my engg life :P
i loved d post
btw congrats
cheers :)
anxiously waiting for ur 27th post
yup earlier you were like the sweet gal writing sweet but nonetheless real posts :) and now somewhere , I sense the transition , of pj growing up :), what you are experiencing might be one of the many joys of this once in a lifetime experience.
all the best.
wowwwwwwwww what a beautiful post it was dearie. :) loved it.
a bigggggggg congratulations to u dear. wish u many more happiness and success in ur journey :)
and yes m eagerly waiting for 27th. indeed may is d best month ;)
Congratz for a year @ blogging!! Cake and coke!! :P
27th are you gonna put his pic or phone no?? :P
lovely story, PJ :)
let them live happily ever after :P
Congratulations for one year on blogger!! Thats quite an achievement :)
And happy birthday in advance, sweets :)
May you always be happy and cheerful!!
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Hey Priya,
Congratulations on the 1st anniversary ! Keep networking and Learning !!
All t best !
Regards,
Prashant
*+
PJ DJ ka 1 saal. wow. vadhaaiya, mubaaraka, patakhe :)
@ geekie:
hehehe reely?? :P
thnx re..
well :P
@ amrita:
woohoooo yehaa may be....or may be a massive crush ;)
@ pree:
thnx a lot dearie....well me for sure will keep haunting blogsville :P
hehehe yuhoooo :P
@ karthik:
ahaaa..cake and coke is at my home :P
well wat wud u do wth his number :P?
@ lena:
thnx dearie :)
well they did liv :P
heyy yehaa..specially for a person like me ;)
thnx hugs :)
@ prash:
hey thnx re :)
yehaa :)
@ sam:
thnx bbe thnx :P:P
well patakha tere sar pe foduu :P
Congrats PJ!! Keep blogging gal :)
Dat was a realllly nice write up. I luvd it. Salute for 'ikshi' :)
@ vani:
thnx gal:)
thnx a lot :)
Good one PJ...
Rather good idea
I will not acquiesce in on it. I think polite post. Expressly the appellation attracted me to review the sound story.
Survival group against God?? LOL. Good luck with that. Truth is, no one knows the exact time this will happen except the man upstairs, however, I firmly believe that there are people placed here by God that post the warning signs and it's up to you to take heed.
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