Note: A very sensitive post ...and so do not get into any conclusions..before reading each word. That's a request.
Opening my heart yet another time.
speaking what I feel currently...
writing these lines after having understood....life is very small .. though I realized it now......trying to be more happy than sad..
when we are angry with someone..we rarely try to look at things from that person's point of view..
This is what happened with me and Raka(phoenix).
yah I felt sad about what she wrote..(I actually felt it was about me but it wasn't).
She clarified it..both on her blog comment's section and even on mine.
I checked it later......after posting the quit post.
Then..after I saw that.....mood began to get better.....thinking that after all it wasn't about me na.
I expressed my stupidity of misunderstanding her...in my post......but how it appeared ..was like a hateful post.
I clarified it in the next post but it was too late till then.
I began feeling..why aren't people understanding me....why doesn't she(raka) come and comment on my blog saying now all is fyn....
But I was quite ignorant of her side.
yeah i hadn't written a hate post..but it was interpretted that way.
Just went on to think......if I could feel so bad for something which wasn't for me..(though i interpretted it to be) then how bad could she feel about a post....hateful according to many....though it wasn't.
Ultimately......what has come up....and what has happened is human.
and I am very glad that....whenI confronted her.....she was not rude..rather was ready for a talk.
Because not many are.
Ultimately........I hope you all understand.....this.
I am not a very mature..girl..I realize it now....
yeha I can get off this thing...but it's not only about me someone else's name is also attached to it.
So I basically think I have a duty to write this...
Hope things get better......hope...is human.....and I am nothing more than a human.