The Chinese Art!

Actually the title doesn't speak for the post still its very apt for it. When I was in 11th I had to learn a chapter in English(core). I cannot recall the name but it was about art. The chapter said that a Chinese art was something that could give different perceptions. It can have many results and not one single definition.

What I feel is... isn't everything like that?


Something is correct or wrong depends on the fact that how we perceive it. Then the statement which most people make "what is wrong is wrong whatever you say" how can it be proved correct...or is it another point of view definition? :D


A girl is beautiful or a boy is handsome...who decides...yeah I know "beauty is in the eyes of the beholder" but then why do people form common opinion about ...Aishwarya Rai being beautiful and Hritik Roshan being handsome. (excuse me for the spellings if wrong)

DoUbTs and only DoUbTs!

ps:) A better post...thanx to you all again...

pps:) scheduled post agn sorry:(

The last memory..and a big thanx...

The past two three days have been a little sad. Trying to find ways to distract myself...changing the blog template. Going out....all...a total havoc....This makes me realize as MEL said God is a Jealous lover.

niway tats life as always ...
But I thank you all(Suresh, Yamini, Harshita, Multimenon, Mayz, Aneesh, Anwesa, Mads, Crystal, Sam, Neha, Nidhi, Sawan, Mel, Smriti, Leo) for your support and the comments which made be think which gave me support...

Smriti ..thanx a lot for the time u spent for jotting down that e-mail..that reely made a difference thanx a lot dearie...


The pic is of My Cat...( I captured it when it was sitting on the TV cabin...Blocking the vision..so that mom gets irritated and gives it milk).

I Don't wanna liv in this world...

I do not know why I am writing this....I am very sad from the last seven days I do not know why has this happened to me...yesterday 14th of January my cat died after seven days of suffering. I am in tears...am crying even now..tears come running whenever i think of my cat and of the way it used to come and sit on my lap.

Every place it used to sit is empty now...the kitchen has now become so scary for me.
I donno wat to do.. to cry or to get angry on my neighbors. I can't go and sleep on my bed today for I won't be as always the first job i did in the morning was to wake my cat up...just one and a half yr old cat born on August 25th 2007.
Even on 13th it came and slept with me even in that suffering of it's. The sofa my bed my lap all seem empty now...I want to cry whole day cry and cry...cry myself to death. Why did tat happen to it...poor creature.
I want to die too...
Optimism seems so small in front of this mountain of negativity. y ? y? y?
Give me an answer GOD give me an answer now...My trust in you is shaken. I am very sad its last suffering is coming in front of my eyes.

Kuch lamhe Kuch yaadein 2008 welcome 2009 and BYE BYE for a while..

For me this year started with tension....

~~* tension of the second pre-boards....
~~* tension of the the board exams...

In this year I left KV forever.... ahhh!!! that brought tears in my eyes...uncontrollable tears..

This year I entered college....

One of the important things that happened this year was..... on the 25th of May....I joined blogger.....

A virtual world..and yet so so real.... Something never to be forgotten something so nice...ahhh! I soo soo luv it...

yes this year also viewed height of terrorism.....the blasts in various metropolitan cities...ahhh...sad ..but happy that we came over it...

But the most important thing I learned this year was...to expect less from others....expectations..ruin you...over expectations make you sad..... I now know that I am not as important for others as they are for me....but its their life....I can't control their priorities can I?

ahhh!! all this is life....

~~*Duniya mein aaye hei toh jeena hi padega*~~

One more year....I lived many more moments....many more...beautiful moments... moments that made me cry moments that made me laugh....



These lines get rhymed...but these are not just rhymes..made for the sake of making...its my life...my life is full of questions....questions that can't be answered ...questions..that can't be thought of....ahhhh!


Some moments I would always want to relive.... some dreams I would want to see again... some competitions i would want to take part in again... some battles I would want to fight again.. some arguments i would want to win again....

This year was unique...special...as every other year... seemed to be so long when it started but slipped off my hands so soon.

There are so many special moments of this year which just touched me...and brought me in an ecstatic atmosphere...





Life has questioned me...this year a lot....
questioned me biology or maths..
questioned me Rajasthan Or Kerala
questioned me ...computers or...medicine...
questioned me ...beauty or brains... questioned me many tymes....








Next year I hope it to be nice... after all hopes are on which world stands...

Happy new Year to all of you friends.... A moment of joy a moment of celebration......NJOYYYYYYY



...Dear all

I juss wud like to inform that I am taking a long break I wud be bakk for sure but donno wen..may be by 2 months or so..





I will be online on some days ....but will not be blogging..

Hoping to see you all soon...
tc all bye bye

ps:) this is a scheduled post

Tagiie..and a sweet gift from joie...

A loooooooooong post coming but quite an interesting one..so plz read it...:P

I was tagged by Harshii... super rocking gal with an optimistic attitude ...she calls me Nanhi pari...I sooo luv it :)

So now lets proceed:P


RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.


RULE #2 Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you what would your reaction be?

~~*That will never happen...coz If I sense something fishy in him then mein hi use pehle betray kar doongi :P

2. If you could have one dream come true which one would it be?

~~* That wud be world peace...

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
~~* Nahi nahi vadsa":P aise gande kaam mei nahi karti ":P:P

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

~~* Do something for the cancer patients...

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

~~*Nahiiiiiiiiiiiii....I am straight ....aisa kaise ho sakta hei :P

6. Which is more blessed: loving someone or being loved by someone?

~~* I guess both...everything has its own joys

7. How long would you wait for someone you love?

~~* not much of course........if the person himself doesn't luv me then y should I invade his territory? kehna aasaan but karna mushkil...:P

8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?

~~*I like sumone coz tats my choice and no coz he/she likes me...tats all!

9. If you could root for one social cause which one would it be?

~~*It would be injustice.....

10. What takes you down the fastest?

~~*backbiting ...I juss can't take tat..coz I am very very frank..say wat I feel I also can't take calumny.

11. Change of quest..... What's your main Aim in life?

~~* To be happy and make people around me happy.

12. What's your fear?

~~*Being away from the loved ones....I can't live without them..specially my parents.... :)

13. What kind of person(s) do you think the person who tagged you is/are?

~~*Rocking gal....super cool....sees the better side of everything

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?

~~*My being single or married doesn't depend on money at all....

15. What is the first thing you do when you wake up?

~~*wake up my cat :P...huh! tiring job :P

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously who would you pick?

~~* That's not a difficult job at all :P Ek se bhlae do :P

17. Would you give all in a relationship?

~~*Surely...relationships make lyf..so there has to be no second thought about it.

18. What's eating you now?

~~* Uff!! my studies .... :P:P

19. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?

~~* I am single...and Its so very cool to be single :P Relationship...Till now I haven't found nyone.....of my types.. :P:P..and I donno wer Rahul is :P

For this I tag

Smriti
Karthik
Prashant
Aneesh
Saranya
Suresh

Others too can take this up.. :)


Guys and gals on the 23rd of this month I got a special gift from a friend through post....and she not nyone else but our shweeeet Joie...(neha)

A card.. With the words....

"Who said

birds of a feather flock together?
we are so different yet the best of the friends!"

That's the scanned copy of the sweet gift.... :) :)

Its Christmas..my friends....

I lied down on my bed complaining “how soft it is.. my back aches because of this”

Took my quilt and covered myself…blaming again

Couldn’t sleep….thought about…the passed day…

The college fun….the colloquium…the preparations for Christmas....new clothes new things.. all entertained me…

But then a thought disturbed be…
.. attacked me..

.. questioned me

With the words
“have you ever thought of people sleeping on the footpaths

when you blame your bed..?

have you ever even felt for the animals…in the freezing cold
when you blame your cozy quilt?

A flood of emotions brought tears in my eyes…

The wound called guilt was so deep that I didn’t sleep at all





I felt it was nothing but pride..I think there can be no better time to become humble rather than Christmas....one of the biggest examples of humility...
More than any celebration...this time I am going to become more concerned about others than myself...
I feel guilty of my pride and selfishness...So Changing would be my Christmas and New year resolution..

What's yours?

Ps:) This post is a draft post..while it gets published I'll be in the church still...

Expectations...and expectations huh!

A parent expects his/her child to be the most perfect human being in the whole world....
A teacher expects his /her students to excel in all fields...
A husband expects his wife to be the most beautiful and caring
A wife expects her husband to be the richest.

Ahh! I might be wrong ...and the expectations might be different..but don't you think we all expect a lot from others?

Don't you think that is a kind of dependency?

Don't you think life would have been much more easier if we expected less from others?

I have often felt that one of the main reasons of sadness is expecting a lot...

Love..which mysteriously connects two people..gets ruined due to expectations...

~~* A few days ago...one of my friends...did something that left me shocked...I am shocked even now..she has spoilt her future...
I expected her to be doing well in studies..but..ahhh!!..that made me realize....I really expected too much..what right do I have..yes I am a friend.... I don't own her...do I?

Friendship is the most precious relationship on this Earth..I value it so much....

Expectations do ruin it...yes I've experienced it.....


I end with the lines I found in one of my notebooks...

~~*Har jazbaat ko zubaan nahi milti
har aarzoo ko dua nahi milti
khushi mei toh sab dete hein saath
Dukh mei toh aasoo ko bhi aakhon mei panaah nahi milti*~~

Be happy be cool...do not expect too much even if u r a fool :P hey I rhymed it tats on a funny note though :P

tc all