I do not know why I am writing this....I am very sad from the last seven days I do not know why has this happened to me...yesterday 14th of January my cat died after seven days of suffering. I am in tears...am crying even now..tears come running whenever i think of my cat and of the way it used to come and sit on my lap.
Every place it used to sit is empty now...the kitchen has now become so scary for me.
I donno wat to do.. to cry or to get angry on my neighbors. I can't go and sleep on my bed today for I won't be as always the first job i did in the morning was to wake my cat up...just one and a half yr old cat born on August 25th 2007.
Even on 13th it came and slept with me even in that suffering of it's. The sofa my bed my lap all seem empty now...I want to cry whole day cry and cry...cry myself to death. Why did tat happen to it...poor creature.
I want to die too...
Optimism seems so small in front of this mountain of negativity. y ? y? y?
Give me an answer GOD give me an answer now...My trust in you is shaken. I am very sad its last suffering is coming in front of my eyes.