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Thursday, 15 January 2009

I Don't wanna liv in this world...

I do not know why I am writing this....I am very sad from the last seven days I do not know why has this happened to me...yesterday 14th of January my cat died after seven days of suffering. I am in tears...am crying even now..tears come running whenever i think of my cat and of the way it used to come and sit on my lap.

Every place it used to sit is empty now...the kitchen has now become so scary for me.
I donno wat to do.. to cry or to get angry on my neighbors. I can't go and sleep on my bed today for I won't be as always the first job i did in the morning was to wake my cat up...just one and a half yr old cat born on August 25th 2007.
Even on 13th it came and slept with me even in that suffering of it's. The sofa my bed my lap all seem empty now...I want to cry whole day cry and cry...cry myself to death. Why did tat happen to it...poor creature.
I want to die too...
Optimism seems so small in front of this mountain of negativity. y ? y? y?
Give me an answer GOD give me an answer now...My trust in you is shaken. I am very sad its last suffering is coming in front of my eyes.

24 comments:

Suresh Kumar said...

I know how it feels. I have also lost my pets in my earlier days.

I can say cheer up, but its not that easy, I know.

Hmmm. Let the soul of your dear pet rest in peace.

Bt you don't talk about death, girl. Be Strong and Face Life.

yamini meduri said...

i can understand how it feels but we have to accept it dear....this is what is called life..!!!

Let the soul of your dear cat rest in peace...!!!

and Priya...never talk about death..your life has offered you alot and you have to be there to complete them....your journey is not completed yet...!!!

be brave and strong to face the world..!!!

Harshita said...

Uhuh! Nanhi Pari... Don't you cry please.

I lost my dog of 7 yrs last yr and all of a sudden coz a doctor gave him an overdose of sedative... :(

I was in pain just like you...I cud nt sleep in my bed... the whole house looked empty...

but soon my chachu got us Happy Singh and we were able to cope with Caesar's loss...

He will always stay in my heart.. but life has to go on...

I just want you to know that we love you and in ur moment of pain, we are there to hug you tight and tell you that everythingz gonna be alrite...

Love u sweety... take care...

MultiMenon said...

hey baby,I know how torrid it feels..But then,thats how life is.You gotta accept all that and move on.

I know for a fact how it feels to lose someone whose been soo much close to you,but do we have a choice??We are normal human beings who have been given a chance to live on earth,experience the beauties of the nature and there wudb one day wen even we gotta say GOODBYE..

all that we can do now is to pray for the dear pets soul.I thought priya baby was a lot more bold and courageous..

Its gonna be fine..

Take care sweetie coz I care..

******HUGS*******

Nikhil

mayz said...

its difficult to come wid terms wid smthn like this n i totally understand u wantin to cry!!!
n at this moment no one is gonna stop u from doin that...for thats d only way u'll find d pain subsidin...
hugzzzzzzzz!!!!! tk cr

Aneesh said...

...uh..
it's sad. I don't know what to say.

Certain things..just happen.. we don't know why, we'll never know why..
Worse things are happening in this world...and thinking about others suffering may give us some relief.
Be strong and brave and move forward
:)

Anwesa said...

its sad dear..i can understand.but then u'v 2 go on.tym may heal ur wounds.i'v no words now,but i feel sorry 4 u.

Mads said...

hey priya..i know it must be feeling really bad but life goes on, right?
dont worry and keep distracting urself so that u dont think abt it...dont think abt negative things ok?
a big hug to u >:D< :-)
take care
loads of love..

CяystąL said...

I have a buddy whose close to me and lost a pet. Just give yourself some time..let your cat's soul rest in peace..and you knw what? the best thing to do is/...take a break and wait till you find another cat of te same breed and name it like Cattie-Part two..(or whatever you frst cat's name was)..it sounds stupid right nw to buuy a new cat..but later you will want to do tht..:)
So just be strong, and hold on to the thin thread of hope! :)..we're with you..and if you have any problem..share it!

Sam said...

oye angel r u crazy PJ the DJ ? where s tht laughing self gone ?

dont be weak, take a break and u d be all right....

nobody can share ur grief with u or pain, its u gotta bear it n come strong out of it......

joiedevivre said...

ohhh
dats soo sad
poor you

i kno hw it feels yaar

Nidhi said...

it will take time. in such situation its difficult all seems gloomy.. but there are other priority set too right???
take care honey.
bigg hug..

sawan said...

loosing a luvd one should be tough. i wudn say i know hw it feels. just wish your tears wud wipe away the pain soon. be strong.

Mel Avila Alarilla said...

Hi Priya,
That's life my young friend. There is life and there is death. Nothing is permanent. You cannot expect your cat to live as long as you do. They have shorter lifespans. Maybe you have given so much attention to your cat and God became jealous. He wants nothing in the way of your love and worship for Him. Just dry your tears kid and things will turn out all right. There will be many more experiences you will encounter in this life. You must be strong and positive in your life. Draw your attention more on God. Thanks for your post. God bless you always my young friend.

SMRITI said...

Mailed you on "shobhna" id.

Take care sweetie

Leo said...

hey PJ... i can understand ur feelings dear... but it happens...

may your cats soul rest in peace...

and dont ever think of death okie? u are special to many in this world, and your journey here isn't done yet...

be strong, and come back with a happy post soon... tc...! :)

Saranya said...

Hey I can understand how it is to feel like. I also had a cat many years ago and lost it in an accident. It really hurts so much to lose a dear pet.
Its very sad but hey, we can't really stop these things...can we. Cheer up....and try concentrating on other things..I know its hard. but...what to do.
Tk Cr.

Resurgence said...

Gal.... I know that anything said would not change much.... but life is like this and one needs to move on.... give urself sometime and haan marne ki baatein nahi karte...

Keshi said...

OMG Im so sorry to hear this! I so know how u feel...I've lost many pets before...thats why I refuse to hv anymore pets...cos it broke my heart big time!

*HUGZ* :(

Keshi.

Preetilata【ツ】 said...

its been a year since my tom left us after spending 12 longd yrs with us. nut he is still with us, his shadow lingers around everywhr. after having our lunch, dinner still we shout his name. the whole house is empty without him.

few days back i hv brought 2 puppies but still we miss tom. he is someone who will always remain in our heart and no one can take his place.

priya dear life and death are not in our hand. i know it is foolish to ask u to stop feeling crying or feeling sad. but pls dont feel abt death. if u do thn u sure hurting everyone who loves you n moreover if to do think so thn ur cat's soul wont be in peace coz it loved u too and he loves u no matter whr it is.

may ur cat's soul rest in peace.

hugsssssssssssssssss priya

Preetilata【ツ】 said...

too many typos are there. pls pardon them dear.

*~*{Sameera}*~* said...

Sorry about your cat dear.I can't say I understand how you feel cause I have never had a pet of my own,but I sure know how it feels when a loved one leaves us.But then,life goes on and we have to go along with it.

May her soul rest peacefully in cat heaven.Take care.Hugs

An alien Earthling said...

I'm very, very sorry, PJ. Being a cat crazy person myself, I can understand your pain :-(

The little one'll rest in peace.

Unfortunately, pets have short lifespans :-(

The best way to get over this grief is to start looking for another cat. There are many kittens that need a caring home and I'm sure one will fill this sad void in your life.

Agnes said...

Oh I am so very sorry.