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Thursday, 25 December 2008

Its Christmas..my friends....

I lied down on my bed complaining “how soft it is.. my back aches because of this”

Took my quilt and covered myself…blaming again

Couldn’t sleep….thought about…the passed day…

The college fun….the colloquium…the preparations for Christmas....new clothes new things.. all entertained me…

But then a thought disturbed be…
.. attacked me..

.. questioned me

With the words
“have you ever thought of people sleeping on the footpaths

when you blame your bed..?

have you ever even felt for the animals…in the freezing cold
when you blame your cozy quilt?

A flood of emotions brought tears in my eyes…

The wound called guilt was so deep that I didn’t sleep at all





I felt it was nothing but pride..I think there can be no better time to become humble rather than Christmas....one of the biggest examples of humility...
More than any celebration...this time I am going to become more concerned about others than myself...
I feel guilty of my pride and selfishness...So Changing would be my Christmas and New year resolution..

What's yours?

Ps:) This post is a draft post..while it gets published I'll be in the church still...

37 comments:

Chriz said...

haha merry christmas... i am back on 1st of jan

Resurgence said...

Gal...... there should not be any guilty feeling.... Empower yourself in due course of life to help the needy... this resolve is enough... Never feel guilty for something good that has come as a thought.... :)

Njoy the Christmas and soak in the spirit.... It will add to the goodness you possess..... :)

Merry Christmas

Saranya said...

Wish u a very merry christmas...
Forget all the bads and have fun to the max.
Have a wonderful christmas :)

Trinaa said...

merryyyyyyy christmas! :D

yamini meduri said...

MERRY CHRISTMAS PJ...!!!

i think instead of feeling guilt or sad, help them out and make them the part of your small celebrations...!!!

today, i am going to a special care children home to celebrate my christmas and i got them some Santa gifts too...!!!

i hope i will have a good time there and will ty my best to return them back their lost smiles...!!!!

wat is on your christmas party????

Suresh Kumar said...

Merry Christmas :)

No resolutions made till now. Its easy to make a resolution but sticking to it is the problem, specially for me. So lets c and think hard .......

mayz said...

merry christmas :)

Vani said...

Have a very merry Christmas :)

Preetilata【ツ】 said...

merry x'mas priyu.

kudos to u. keep on doing d good work :)

MultiMenon said...

Merry Christmas priya.. :)

The sheer thought process on the life of the unprivileged is great actually..ur on the right track.. :)

Karthik said...

chk ma blog... Santa has gt smething for u!! Here is Santa's address...

http://nxgmobz.blogspot.com/2008/12/jingle-bells-jingle-bells-awards-all.html

V. Archana said...

Merry Christmas dear. :)
and an adv happy new yr...

will be busy for a mnth.. hence the early new yr wishes.

Take care!! good luck !! :)

CяystąL said...

A vellleey Merrry Christmas to you budddy..!!

Phoenix said...

aww pj this is such a beautiful thought.. not many of us think of others before we think of ourselves...

*hugs*

Hemanth Potluri said...

Merry Christmas PJ :)...hope u had all the fun u want :)...

urs..hemu..

Harshita said...

Bachchi... tu naa bahut achchi hain :)

Stay the same always...the sweet lil kiddo that u r...

Wish you a merry christmas!

ANWESA said...

focussin some more attention on my career.hope it happens.
merry christmas!!!

Priya Joyce said...

@ chriz:

hmmm tat wasn't a haha post btw :P

lol welkummm bakk :P

Priya Joyce said...

@ resurgencE:

yeh yeh I shudn't be but i am never mind all will be fine

re

:)

thanx and same to ya

Priya Joyce said...

@ saranya:

yepp thanx dearie
:)

Priya Joyce said...

@ trinaaa:

thankiuuuuuu and same 2 3 4 u

Priya Joyce said...

@ yamini:

thanx dearie..and tat reely a buuutiful idea...

Priya Joyce said...

@ suresh:

hahah same here

:)

but this tym its diff

i'll tr ma best to stick to it

Priya Joyce said...

@ mayz:
thankiyuuuu re
:)

Priya Joyce said...

@ vani;

thankiyuuuu re

same to ya

:)

Priya Joyce said...

@ preetilata:


thankkiyuuu re

:)

huggz*

Priya Joyce said...

@ multim:

hey thanx re :)

:)

Priya Joyce said...

@ karthik:
thanx for the award re
:)

Priya Joyce said...

@ archii:

thanx a lot dearie

miss u

tc

same to ya too
:)

Priya Joyce said...

@ crystal:


thankiyuuuuu re
:)

Priya Joyce said...

@ raka:

thanx a lot dear...yes we r so selfish

:)
:)
tc

Priya Joyce said...

@ hemzii:

hha thanx not reely but nvm

:)

Priya Joyce said...

@ harshii:


thanx a lot dearie

:)

same to u re
:)

Priya Joyce said...

@ anwesa:

yeh tats quite important...

:)

same to u dearie

*~*{Sameera}*~* said...

Lovely post!Reflects the true Christmas spirit :)

Sorry for being late,hope you had a great X-mas dear!

Aneesh said...

Already started preparing resolutions???

Well, my resolutions??? Nothing.
I stopped that habit long ago after finding out that nothing works..

Now just go with the flow is my motto and it is somehow working
:)

Alien said...

I'm late :-( Belated Christmas wishes! :-)