Thursday, 9 April 2009

Mental Ferris Wheel & my latest crush!

A long post indeed but read it pleez.

From the last 10 days I am in a completely weird mood(I call it weird bcoz' its very difficult to describe it). Writing posts which is the result of a momentary mood and feelings following it.

I really cannot write what all I feel. Its like a Ferris wheel, a thought comes to my mind then as I keep thinking about it another thought comes in. Then after a series of thoughts i find my thoughts getting repeated.

Today morning I was thinking about blogging and such stuffs...which we all do. We write what we feel, we get some comments, we feel bad if no one reads it, we write all big great things, we share awards, we make more friends, we say sweet things to them. I was kind of happy that I can share my views out here.

At that very moment I took the latest subscription of RD(Reader's Digest). The cover story about Slumdog Millionaire. I read it full. What do I feel? Sad......(the article was about the condition of those 2 kids of the slum one of them(Azhar,Rubina) doesn't have a roof over him.)

"Priya what do you do for these people?"

"When I grow up I'll surely do something".(very wrong attitude)

I have always taken decisions in life based on thinking. I mean i think a lot and then decide.

But what??...That doesn't mean always the "ferris wheel" would stop at the correct decision. I mean the correct mood and the correct feeling.

It was really depressing to lose my cat. Sometimes I cry buckets(not funny). I do not know anger come into my system all of a sudden.

But now while I am writing this..I feel an angelic compulsion to forgive those boys who were responsible for its death.

Now back to RD. The editor of rdIndia...wrote a very good article on the cover story.
He must be in his 40s but I got a crush on him. Mohan Sivanand

I do not know why the looks do not attract me to a person. Yeah even if it does it will be surely for minutes only.

I honestly feel all people commenting on my blog just do so coz I comment on their's.
I won't say please don't comment or please only comment if you like what I write because I do know that this momentary stage of the "ferris wheel" will also turn away.

I am going on writing what I am feeling now and surely i'd regret for this if .......(I hope you know now)
tc guys
and gals too
ps:) I had written it earlier published juss now.


ANWESA said...

a nice post..i feel u'v a humanitarian streak in u n must use it 2 max..

Arv said...

it does come full circle...

and as for writing wats on ur mind... there aint nuthing to beat that :)

take care... cheers...

Mads said...

u'v written a honest post, straight from the heart, and trust me, all the comments u will get, will be straight from the heart too....

a nice thoughtful post..i loved it...

Resurgence said...

Gal.... Dekha main sahi kehta tha na.... Tu sochti bahut hai... don't worry if u think a lot... nahi sochne se kaafi achcha hai... :)... And as far as writing things in ur mind and heart is concerned... nothing better than truth and transparency (I'm using political terminologies.. elections are near)..... And haan jab badi ban jaana tab logon ki help karna... there is nothing wrong in delaying a task.... especially when u know that U'll do it much better afterwards... :)

Njoy gal.... abhi bahut kuch hai life me dekhne ke liye... jyada tension mat le..... :)

Suresh Kumar said...

Its not only for comments on our blog, that we comment on your blog.

And there's nothing wrong with this post and u shud go on writing in the same fashion i.e heartfelt posts. Dil se socho and kalam se likho.

OMG! a crush on a 40 year old guy who has written a good article! Really It is very hard to understand these girls :)

Hemanth Potluri said...

honest truth from the heart...lovely post priya :)...did i ever say this...u rock :)..


Pallav said...

See Priya..tell me why we write...
i write bcz whatever i think i jst wanna share probably this will help me to develop...bcz there will be comments of some people who can suggest me wht i hv to do n all...
secondly i think here everywhr gvs honest comment..
u hv written "direct dil se".... so keep writing n vent out whtever u think...
Specially wen u write 'Thanks re' i loved it.....hehehehhe...

cheers :)

Chronicwriter said...

we can surely make a difference even now at this age..

Lena said...

you are one silly-wise girl :P
dont ask me how it is possible, it surely is.
i like the honesty in your post and trust me, when people take time to read your post and comment later on, it does not mean they comment for the sake of getting return comments or as a courtesy because you commented on theirs.. they do so because they like you and they want to encourage you in writing :)

dont think much about who reads and comments, it does not matter in the end... you write what you feel and what you think, thats the only thing that really matters and thats exactly the thing that attracts people to you and to your place here :)

take care, girl :)

MultiMenon said...

Well,Mohan sivanand?? :p and yeah??I comment coz I like the way u look at things,from ur perspective which does match a lot with mine.. :) and mine comes Direct Dil Se..and the moment i feel this place is trash,I ll go..But I dun think that ll ever happen.. :)


Dhanya said...

You should write what you feel like. At times, you get totally surprised at what you end up scribbling - revelations! But it's all good :)

Amal Bose said...

do you know what i found special about this post? you are fearlessly honest.. yeah.
i think and rethink several times on what i write on my blog.. and often i may omit certain ideas.
but you just write whatever comes to your mind.
appreciate it.

deeps said...

thats out pouring of the heart ...
we all get caught up with some issues or other , some giving lasting pain, some making us laugh ..

but here you got some pinching questions as well ...
nice read

Priya Joyce said...

@ anwesa:

thanx dearie...well surely wud...


Priya Joyce said...

@ arv :

yesh truly nothing can beat wat comes deep from the heart :)

Priya Joyce said...

@ all:

will be bakk to reply

Kartz said...

Well, just remember tht life comes a full circle. Everything will be fine.

Keep the faith.

Peace. Be well.

Priya Joyce said...

@ mads:

yepp yeh true..sahi mei i got it too

Priya Joyce said...

@ rahul:

teri oops aapki baat mei dum hei waise I agree to it too

Priya Joyce said...

@ suresh:

heheh yah so will write these more..:P

hahah not all gals r like me :P

Priya Joyce said...

@ hemzii:

so sweet of ya to say tat re

Priya Joyce said...

@ pallav:

hmmm correct but i sometymes feel so..juss a feeling tats all re

awwww..tats ma habit..some hate it and so swee of ya to say tat
thanx re

Priya Joyce said...

@ Chriz:

hahah yeh ur age i can surely do so :P

Priya Joyce said...

@ lena:

heehe u made me happy with that comment :P

yah wat matters id my effort..well I agree ma'am

Priya Joyce said...

@ nikhil:

how sweet of ya to say that...that reely raised my spirit..not the bhoot wala spirit though :P


Priya Joyce said...

@ dhanya:

yah true..I truly was surprised after I wrote this too :P donno y.writing the mind out is so difficult hehehe

Priya Joyce said...

@ amal:

thanx for the lovely complement re


i juss simply loved it.

Priya Joyce said...

@ deeps:

hey yah true..and yeh I need definite answers to them too

welcome here

Priya Joyce said...

@ kartz:

yeh hmmm difficult to keep the faith frm dying but yeh tats the only sol.

SMRITI said...

PJ...I think everyone goes through this phase...its human nature...we are born to be finicky with feelings.

Now Mohan Sivanand, I agree is one amazing person. I cannot live without my reader's digest too and I always look forward to reading the editor's notes.... I havent managed to read this month's issue yet.

Be happy always sweetie :)

Hugs >:D<

Pretty Me!! said...

i commented on your blog for a very unique reason ... neway coming to your post.. it was a thoughtful post if u read carefully !! atleast it was so for me :)

Saranya said...

Honest post! Life is like that, sometimes expectations should be paid off in adv. Forgiveness is something that is given without an expectation but I'm sure it def gives a feeling of satisfaction in life. Yes, life is a circle of things..sometimes you have to give and sometimes you have to take in!

Aneesh said...

I guess you are still in that ferris wheel. 'N about people commenting 'coz you comment theory. I guess, that's the same in real world also, isn't it. If you talk to someone, they'll talk to you. But, if you stop talking to them, they'll do sooner or later.

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