Wednesday, 31 December 2008

Kuch lamhe Kuch yaadein 2008 welcome 2009 and BYE BYE for a while..

For me this year started with tension....

~~* tension of the second pre-boards....
~~* tension of the the board exams...

In this year I left KV forever.... ahhh!!!
that brought tears in my eyes...uncontrollable tears..

This year I entered college....

One of the important things that happened this year was.....
on the 25th of May....I joined blogger.....

A virtual world..and yet so so real.... Something never to be forgotten something so nice...ahhh! I soo soo luv it...

yes this year also viewed height of terrorism.....the blasts in various metropolitan cities...ahhh...sad ..but happy that we came over it...

But the most important thing I learned this year expect less from others....expectations..ruin you...over expectations make you sad..... I now know that I am not as important for others as they are for me....but its their life....I can't control their priorities can I?

ahhh!! all this is life....
~~*Duniya mein aaye hei toh jeena hi padega*~~

One more year....I lived many more moments....many more...beautiful moments...
moments that made me cry moments that made me laugh....

These lines get rhymed...but these are not just rhymes..made for the sake of making...its my life is full of questions....questions that can't be answered ...questions..that can't be thought of....ahhhh!

Some moments I would always want to relive....
some dreams I would want to see again... some competitions i would want to take part in again... some battles I would want to fight again.. some arguments i would want to win again....

This year was every other year...
seemed to be so long when it started but slipped off my hands so soon.

There are so many special moments of this year which just touched me...and brought me in an ecstatic atmosphere...

Life has questioned me...this year a lot....
questioned me biology or maths..
questioned me
Rajasthan Or Kerala
questioned me ...computers or...medicine...

questioned me or brains... questioned me many tymes....

Next year I hope it to be nice... after all hopes are on which world stands...

Happy new Year to all of you friends.... A moment of joy a moment of celebration......NJOYYYYYYY

...Dear all

I juss wud like to inform that I am taking a long break I wud be bakk for sure but donno wen..may be by 2 months or so..

I will be online on some days ....but will not be blogging..

Hoping to see you all soon...
tc all bye bye

ps:) this is a scheduled post

Friday, 26 December 2008

Tagiie..and a sweet gift from joie...

A loooooooooong post coming but quite an interesting plz read it...:P

I was tagged by Harshii... super rocking gal with an optimistic attitude ...she calls me Nanhi pari...I sooo luv it :)

So now lets proceed:P

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you what would your reaction be?

~~*That will never happen...coz If I sense something fishy in him then mein hi use pehle betray kar doongi :P

2. If you could have one dream come true which one would it be?

~~* That wud be world peace...

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?
~~* Nahi nahi vadsa":P aise gande kaam mei nahi karti ":P:P

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

~~* Do something for the cancer patients...

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

~~*Nahiiiiiiiiiiiii....I am straight ....aisa kaise ho sakta hei :P

6. Which is more blessed: loving someone or being loved by someone?

~~* I guess both...everything has its own joys

7. How long would you wait for someone you love?

~~* not much of course........if the person himself doesn't luv me then y should I invade his territory? kehna aasaan but karna mushkil...:P

8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?

~~*I like sumone coz tats my choice and no coz he/she likes me...tats all!

9. If you could root for one social cause which one would it be?

~~*It would be injustice.....

10. What takes you down the fastest?

~~*backbiting ...I juss can't take tat..coz I am very very frank..say wat I feel I also can't take calumny.

11. Change of quest..... What's your main Aim in life?

~~* To be happy and make people around me happy.

12. What's your fear?

~~*Being away from the loved ones....I can't live without them..specially my parents.... :)

13. What kind of person(s) do you think the person who tagged you is/are?

~~*Rocking gal....super cool....sees the better side of everything

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?

~~*My being single or married doesn't depend on money at all....

15. What is the first thing you do when you wake up?

~~*wake up my cat :P...huh! tiring job :P

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously who would you pick?

~~* That's not a difficult job at all :P Ek se bhlae do :P

17. Would you give all in a relationship?

~~*Surely...relationships make there has to be no second thought about it.

18. What's eating you now?

~~* Uff!! my studies .... :P:P

19. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?

~~* I am single...and Its so very cool to be single :P Relationship...Till now I haven't found nyone.....of my types.. :P:P..and I donno wer Rahul is :P

For this I tag


Others too can take this up.. :)

Guys and gals on the 23rd of this month I got a special gift from a friend through post....and she not nyone else but our shweeeet Joie...(neha)

A card
.. With the words....

"Who said
birds of a feather flock together?
we are so different yet the best of the friends!"

That's the scanned copy of the sweet gift.... :) :)

Thursday, 25 December 2008

Its friends....

I lied down on my bed complaining “how soft it is.. my back aches because of this”

Took my quilt and covered myself…blaming again

Couldn’t sleep….thought about…the passed day…

The college fun….the colloquium…the preparations for clothes new things.. all entertained me…

But then a thought disturbed be…
.. attacked me..

.. questioned me

With the words
“have you ever thought of people sleeping on the footpaths

when you blame your bed..?

have you ever even felt for the animals…in the freezing cold
when you blame your cozy quilt?

A flood of emotions brought tears in my eyes…

The wound called guilt was so deep that I didn’t sleep at all

I felt it was nothing but pride..I think there can be no better time to become humble rather than of the biggest examples of humility...
More than any celebration...this time I am going to become more concerned about others than myself...
I feel guilty of my pride and selfishness...So Changing would be my Christmas and New year resolution..

What's yours?

Ps:) This post is a draft post..while it gets published I'll be in the church still...

Monday, 22 December 2008

Expectations...and expectations huh!

A parent expects his/her child to be the most perfect human being in the whole world....
A teacher expects his /her students to excel in all fields...
A husband expects his wife to be the most beautiful and caring
A wife expects her husband to be the richest.

Ahh! I might be wrong ...and the expectations might be different..but don't you think we all expect a lot from others?

Don't you think that is a kind of dependency?

Don't you think life would have been much more easier if we expected less from others?

I have often felt that one of the main reasons of sadness is expecting a lot...

Love..which mysteriously connects two people..gets ruined due to expectations...

~~* A few days of my friends...did something that left me shocked...I am shocked even now..she has spoilt her future...
I expected her to be doing well in studies..but..ahhh!!..that made me realize....I really expected too much..what right do I have..yes I am a friend.... I don't own I?

Friendship is the most precious relationship on this Earth..I value it so much....

Expectations do ruin it...yes I've experienced it.....

I end with the lines I found in one of my notebooks...

~~*Har jazbaat ko zubaan nahi milti
har aarzoo ko dua nahi milti
khushi mei toh sab dete hein saath
Dukh mei toh aasoo ko bhi aakhon mei panaah nahi milti*~~

Be happy be not expect too much even if u r a fool :P hey I rhymed it tats on a funny note though :P

tc all

Sunday, 21 December 2008

Hectic day ..and a beautiful experience.

Yesterday was a very hectic day for me...not from the study part of view of course as usual I went and stood near the front gate of ma house. Watching people passing by makes me feel good...its just a beautiful experience.

I always enjoy knowing more people....

so today i would like to share somethings that happened in front of ma eyes...

~~* Two boys...

They were on their cycles...and as they passed by me one of them lost his balance and fell down...

haha..I was about to laugh...but didn't...controlled it and then what I heard was....the other boy saying "abbe yahaan nahi sona" (hey don't sleep here)

huh! I only know how I stood there without laughing :P

~~* A family..

The hubby and the wife were walking on both sides and the kid in wat a scene to see.

~~* A group of gals..

Ahh don't ask me :P gals and no gossip not possible huh!..tat actually made me sad..but never mind..I am happy not to be like them...

~~* An old couple..

The couple coming bakk frm the evening walk...I felt see them...together and happy...I actually knoew them so wished them...a Namaste.

All this except the gals grp made me tiredness dissolved in the evening wind...

ps:) the crib is a creative art by me :P and my dad...long ago in 1994 wen I was 3 :P

tc all

Saturday, 20 December 2008

A pic...with one of my Boyfriend's :P

Now I know you all wanna know who is in the pic?

haha I guess I should take the long way round :P

Long ago I had published a post on this blog called no I won't tell

I was going through the scanned pics today..yeah had nothing else to do :P so juss was browsing and this is what I got..thanx to mum and dad that I hav his pic.

Niway now its time to tell you that its Ankit and me...long bakk in

It reely made me happy when I got this pic... and am very happy to share this with you all.

And today is a very special day...Its the anniversary of Hemzii's blog congrattzzz to him...

ps:) the pic is very old so is full of scratches :P u need to enlarge it to view it properly.


Thursday, 18 December 2008

Two weeks...revelation...tension...and friends..!!

Ah! at last my exams are over....and yes it all went well....
thanks for all your wishes friends...and special thanx to Keshi, Raka and Aayushi for missing me...

The days which passed by were much more than just exams for me.

Yes I was studying for exams but an incident which happened during these two weeks actually taught me a truth much higher much deeper than the mere bookish knowledge.

The truth is no new….though it came as a revelation….as if some hidden truth was revealed to me.

~~*After college my friends and I took the long route back to home..and stopped by a small place to have something.

Now when we were passing by a small plant sales outlet of this place we heard some sounds from there.

We went inside as we just wanted to see the plants..and when we got inside the small place…we saw a lady...she was arguing with the owner...just for 20 rupees…

A poor family…running that small nursery…and the only expectation was some income to live on.

I just couldn’t watch that...and seeing tat I got tears in my can someone be so selfish.

I really can't understand this...some pieces of printed paper..can...make a person lose all human values...

This was going on in my mind...niway...i shared it all with you all are my friends...

~~*Har kadam pe imtihaan leti hei zindagi

Har waqt naye sadme deti hei zindagi

Hum zindagi se shikwa kaise karein

Aap jaise dost bhi to deti hei zindagi~~*

These lines touched me...when I was going through one of the last yr's notebooks.

ps:) I deleted my private blog...sorry all...reason...will some day reveal

pps:) on a funny note..I fell down three times this week..running after my cat :P

ppps:) followers plz follow this blog the url change wud not giv u updates unless u do so.

Thursday, 4 December 2008

A Different outlook towards life...a video..too!!

An effort to make you all happy...a way to face all trials in life..Just an effort...

Just listen it ..I am sure u'll like it....

ps:) The voice is mine..its all dun in plz forgive for mistakes.

pps:) I have please...also for give my absence from blogsville from..the 6th of this month...

Wednesday, 3 December 2008

We the guinea pigs!!


You all must be wondering why have I put that title?

It has got a lot of meaning friends...

You might not understand because you all don't live in the same situations My dad and I live in. lol


Actually my mom is a very good cook....but what happens is..being a working woman she didn't get much time to try out new recipes...huh!

So now she has got some kind of mania to do that...haha

For the last 5 years..she is having this mania..

In this process some..things turn out well and some..huh! don't ask...!!

and we have a strict rule at wastage of anything no food is wasted too...

now what happens dad and I are the guinea pigs at my house....

If recipes turn out to be a success then well and good...but if they turn out to be a failure..then...only God can save us.

So my request is please pray for the two guinea pigs :P lol

Tuesday, 2 December 2008

Results of a survey!!

This post is about what my friends think about me....huh!

Actually the post is a result of a survey I conducted...or we conducted.

lemme explain ...

I and my friends...actually 9 of us...took 9 bowls for each of us...then all of us wrote about what we feel about each person...but identity was not revealed.....that is we could write anything about anyone without that person knowing who wrote it about him/her..

I should tell you that we are 5 girls and 4 boys in the group...

I got mostly good comments...from my friends..but...bad comments too...I actually did one more thing..that is repeating the survey with my dad and mom...

so here goes the results...

##You are a very honest person...not in the sense of..what we normally think ..but in the sense of honesty to self..which makes you regret less about things happening in your life.

##A girl who is very up to date in thoughts..but has really a poor fashion sense..and so is seen mostly in anything she finds to wear....but..loves to wear salwar she is a proud Indian.

##Always first to say sorry at times of quarrels..of fights..and has thank you at the tips of her tongue...and so half of the phone bill is because of sorry s and thank you s.

##The laziest person one can ever find....Knows that everyone need their own spaces...but never demand for her' sweet. ( totally confused personality)

##Very very argumentative...can become a lawyer....always first to question the teacher... and make the whole class laugh with your stupid...questions.

##Kind to animals...very kind.....loves them very much..less kind to friends.

##Perfect personality..can be mature sometimes..very mature...but....doesn't loose her...chulbuli types behaviour (here chulbuli means chirpy).

##Loves parents so much...but rarely listens to what they say.

As I told you all that I did this survey with my parents too..huh!.never expected them to say so;

Mom:..sensitive, understanding,funny, polite, kind...and disobedient...
Can't believe that she is the same mom who keeps me criticizing all the time..

Dad:.spontaneous...very intelligent, humble, single child..but not..a spoilt brat.yet..and..loving.

You could also do this as a tag..ask your friends..what they think about you..

ps:) I first thought to post it as a scanned document..but because there were many bits of paper so I couldn't.

pps:) Some are in third person and some are in second..its not ma mistake..i just copied wat they wrote..

ppps:) you can add ur comments to good or bad..k