I know you feel me...

I know I held your hand in the rain...
I know I kissed your forehead while you were asleep...
I knew you were mine...
I knew...I was yours...



I know I puked blood...

I know you look up to the skies....
I know you feel me....

Lost you to Love!

I loved those canteen sessions with you.
I loved it when you teased me.
I loved it when we shared class notes n studied together 4 hours

but then today you let out those.. three magical words...

Yes, I love you but as a friend..
Yes, I care 4 u but as a friend..

Could we be the same way all over again?


Or I've lost u to LOVE???

I often thought friendship was as beautiful as love...is it? is it not?

Life is (beautiful) like that part 15

Your lust for someone could be a momentary lapse...but love never could be!
Love is forever....lust never could be...

And life gave me lemons!

Late night my phone rang.. and t'was one of my classmates....I dun usually pick up calls late night but I just happened to pick his call...

"heyy are you upset"
no why? what happened?
"result is declared yaar"
did u check mine?
"yeahh u got less yaar oly 72%"


I juss cut off the call I cudn't spk up...tears welled up...I went to dad who was online..and told him to chk my result...
I found that I'd not only got less marks from my last yr's record but also from many of my other classmates and also no rank in the branch...

and I cried...
I nevaa expected this...I dunno who the hell checked my papers...I guess he doesn't understand cursive

Just becos I ddn't fill up more pages and wrote point to point answers I got such low marks..

What the hell...these gals who told me tey'd fail hav nw got abt 80% they copied from me am sure.

all my frnds will fool me :( my teachers wud not value me nw :(

I want re checking.. am gonna sue the university....damn what a stupid university am I in...

Dad : SToppppppppppp that ! stop criticizing...
stop criticizing...stop doing that....face it...something gives u pain face it...bear with it...dun blame anybody else...it's just u responsible for ur marks...no one else none at all....

~Daddy but i just cn't get such low marks I just cn't i did so bloody well I ws expecting to top...
Ok i ddn't work much bt i do understand things...

dad: Intelligence is overrated....stop being over confident abt it....and giving it too much importance... PERSISTENCE is the word! one last yr of collg....try that...

n thank God for giving u an opportunity to change before u complete the grad..and u still have a lot of time to do well in the final yr...
u r gonna do it next time !!!!


cudn't sleep all night...
but then...I faced it...the crude reality....
am I down in the dumps??
NO WAY!!

I am gonna make lemonade outaa the lemons :P

scattered to the depths...(?)

A times you call someone up to talk just because you are bored..
and at at times people call you up to talk just because they are bored!

You hold on to some relationships just because they boost up your ego...
and some people hold on to you just because you boost up their ego!

Sometimes you love someone so deeply that you can't share your pains with them...
many a time you see people trying to hide their tears from you...

Sometimes you are the perfect person everyone wants to be with....
and sometimes there's someone better you want to be with...

some scattered thoughts...I found in my diary....I don't find a conclusion to it ...or rather I don't want to..

Do you? can you?

Romantic sometimes...

Sometimes on the road I slide my fingers into yours and feel close...

Sometimes on the bike I lean towards you n feel secure...

Sometimes I rest my head on your shoulders and feel peace....

Sometimes I sleep off on your chest and feel love...

and sometimes I just look into your eyes and feel life....

I'm all yours you're all mine....

strange are the ways of love....blind indeed...

The proposal...

He: Do you hug your pillow tight while sleeping?

She: yes...

He: Can I take that place for the rest of our lives?

She: *blush*...yesss.....


ps:) guys I'll soon get bak to ur blogs :P juss a bit occupied ;)
HUGS to all...