Love me....

He:Pamper me....

wrap me in your arms....

protect me....

love me...
complete me...

She: hold me ...close...

understand me...

with me ...be..

touch......my soul ...me...

love me...

complete me...

A marriage proposal at 19 :P

Life is a bit surprising ain't it?
13th Nov 2010 kindaa ordinary day....(I thought)
The alarm went off at 6:00 am and I somehow managed to take my head outaa the cosy quilt just to SMS my java sir that I won't be attending the tuition today.(LAZY SLEEPY PEOPLE) ;)

Pulled myself back in and slept off.
At about 8:00 am the land line phone rang...
No one was around so I had to again somehow manage to get up and I did.

hello hello hello...... no reply... I put the receiver down and went back to bed.

The phone rang again...

This time mom picked up...
It was one our old neighbours from Jaipur.
Uncle: Was that your daughter who attended the phone before?
Mom: yes. Who's this?
U: This is V from Jaipur. I just wanted her to talk more thats why I ddn't reply. She's got a sweet voice.
Mom: Ohhh.. how are you ? Hows everyone at home?
U: Everyone is fine. So how old is she?
Mom: She's 19.
U: what's she studying?
Mom: she's doing he BCA final year.
U: So what's her height?
Mom: I think it is 5.3. But why so much of detailed inquiry?
U: Well our J's son is 25 and they are looking  for a girl for him.
Mom: ohh okay..(in a dull tone) :P
U: Can you send her foto via mail this is my id.---------@ymail.com
Mom: Well I'll ask Denzil and Priya about it and then would inform you because she's still studying and has not yet completed her graduation even.Lets see..
U: ok then do send the foto ok.
my mum was too polite wasn't she? :P


The guy is none other than someone I've played with when I was a kid. Langotiyaa yaar :P:P


But it's quite interesting to get marriage proposals at the age of 19 :P

am glad that my parents took it in the right way and are gonna say a no next tym the call comes.

Above all....I nevaaa evaa thought this would happen to me one "fine" morning of November.

and am sure my frnds are gonna remind me of this till the end of my life ..the marriage proposal that actually got me shocked...

come on I don't wanna get married like this.. To someone with a good job and looks....

I know I dun need anyone else to find him I guess i got that capability to find him for myself  :P

at the end of it...STILL  the guys is an investment banker (cool job ha? :P) I guess looks good too :P
I sacrifice him ;)
AMEN!!

Immaturity is Bliss!!

You grow up listening to things like "it's just the infants and the kids who've got innocence...and we've lost it".
I myself had written some lines titled "lost childhood" long back. Whenever people around told me to be mature, responsible, "you're no more a kid" and many more such things I used to argue for hours. Well I always believed and said that being mature was like losing the innocence, the purity and all and all. Or may be it was just to shut the mouths of those who didn't like my "immature " ways.

When you know a person very closely...and start excusing their mistakes you find then being wanting to be free....free from the bondage of "maturity". Haven't you ever felt that someone close to you who you think is very mature, responsible...is actually bound by the pressures of the society? Many of their  actions are because they're very much bothered about what others will think.

There's this friend of mine who I think is very mature and never says anything stupid in front of others or makes a fool out of herself. What I actually noticed is that she can't take criticism at all so she tries to do the best in every field...ain't this slavery actually?

Are you scared? Are you a slave of appreciation?
Mistakes are something only courageous people can do. I guess so.
Immaturity is bliss!
Don't be scared to tell the world that the way you approach the world is your way the best WaY!!!

silsilon ka afsana banaa jaoge...

Holding onto your hands in fear  is consolation..

Thinking of you in solitude is pleasure...

watching you watching me ....bliss...

Seeing you in tears in heart piercing...
I disguise....
but I cry...



The you; in you I admire...
The you in me I love...

yea jo dor si bandhi hui hei humare tumhare beech
na jane kab toot jaaye..
yea jo tumhe na paakar bhi paaya hei...
ab gham nahi hota
ke kho denge tumhe hum...
jaante hein, zindagi khoobsurat banaa jaoge...
silsilon ka afsana banaa jaoge...

Sometimes in life.

Sometimes all your inhibitions n insecurities are just the immense pride in you (the inability to accept mistakes).

Life is (beautiful) like that part 16

Life is all about valuing people who realize our worth from the time they met us..rather than waiting for people who would one day know that we were special!

"My cousin touched me there"

For the first time when she came in I knew she is going to be one of my best pals. she was bubbly, chirpy sociable and a caring human being. She was I felt my true copy. But what I felt wasn't true and I'd never known that trait of hers which never matched mine.

She never liked to talk or be familiar to the opposite sex. I found this irritating but I just used to remember all her other traits which brought her close to me and she became one of the closest beings to me on this Earth.

As she and I had got very close in friendship that we began sharing secrets which we never thought  we would tell any one ever.

Then one day as we were alone in my room I asked her why she was so unfamiliar and irritated with boys. I felt I had opened up some wound of hers. She broke down. And amidst of all this she just let out the words......

"my cousin touched me there"

I was taken aback. I was wrong to be claiming that I understood her. I was wrong.

Ps:) This is not a piece of fiction its the cruel and crude truth my dear friend went through.
pps:) posting it the third time (previously posted on Jagruti and one of my personal blogs)